yay. chem is at last over.. i failed my aim.. everyone say you should aim high.. so i aim for full marks.. lolx. den people say im crapp. full marks cannort issit. lolx. must aim HIGH HIGH wad. lolx.. at least minus 6 marks le cann. lolx. wad nitric acid cannort balance so i change to h2no3. wah wah. PRO RITE? this is call CHANGE questions.. lolx.. wellx. who cares is over.. and SOMEONE is supposed to score better den me k.. jiayou =)

lolx.. eeey. tmr must do english presentation.. i must try my best to dragg it for 10 mins.. aha.. it will be much more interesting i hope.. *winks* ahha..

yay. camp coming.. why must split class. we should play AMAZING raze of 35 people.. ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE alright.. we should have the spirit!! yay. our class item gonna rawk alright.. ^^ lolx. enthu kia!

hope i will be enthu la.. i WILL be k.. dowwwwwwwwwwan high high elements.. i will SCREAM One.. ARGH!!! lolx.. scali gort flying foxx. pray i wont get sick la.. wellx. i wont get sick.. must pia through 3 daes 2 nights!!

three [H] rawks k!

wheeeeeeeeee~~

i lurve three[H]!

wheeez. lalalalala~

when one plus one does nort equals to two. and red and blue does not become purple.

certain things just cannot say i guess. say liaox things happen. u expect wad happen den u don do. wad if u do and the things which u expected din happen.. life is full of fears la.. we cnt predict the future - accept the fact. stop brooooding over the past as we should look forward to the future. then why learn historY? we have to learn from the past mistakes.. wellx--

bu xiang mian dui xian shi de wo nen ma?
bu xiang zhi dao ren shi yi qie nan dao ke yi ma?

ru guo you yi tian.

den dai-

Monday, Mar. 07, 2005
hey hey.. woaah.. first tyme so free.. can blog two entries in one dae.. wellx. whee.. last dae of sch tmr for term one.. haa..

ten weeks just past by liddat?? wellx. so many stuffs happen alreadyy since last year.. last year it was with twoE where i spent the most fun daes of my life.. and how i din ever bothered to think that 3H can bond.. but now i look bac? i tell myself that we can bond alright =) something somehow pulls the class together. i cnt wait for class tee xD twoE now is history le. only can be part of my memories and precious stuffs which i treasure.. now i must loooook forward to 3H and the future, how im gonna create those memories for me to treasure and to look back and reflect upon..

din took me too long to realised that everything in life are choices. you always have a choice to do the things u wanna do, provided if you have the courage to do so, and you have the endurance to carry on. everything can bring success in the end =)

Drifting awae from certain pals le.. guess you noe who you are ba.. people meet, people lose contact.. that's life i guess but there will always be that friendship kept in our hearts always k! jus realised havent seen u guys for quite some long long time le.. yeppx. miss basketball too.. soon i guess.. surprised how fast we drifted away lehh. lolx.

for those people who havent been doing well in studies: i think those ppl also noe who i referring to ba.. haiya! must jiayou okay.. go same jc, or maybe poly.. yeppx. work towards yr ambition! i noe u all can do it de.. jiayou x)

^yay^
i lurve 3h and 3h lurves me =)

wellx. some people always say never judge a book by its cover, but when u choose book to read obviously u look at the cover before u start flipping the pages. abit the DUR- only la.. yeppx. so.. liddat lorxx..

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away

tata.

Friday, Mar. 11, 2005
heyya. im back from camp le.. lets start off with a cheer alright =)

3h we RAWK
as much as you TALK
stop and STARE
we'll beat you off SQUARE
Who's the boss you may ask
3H dur please dont ASK

so who's the best?
3H!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cnt HEAR YOU..
3H!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cnt HEAR YOU..
3H!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*screams*

okokay. i shall start.. let me begin..
.thE night beFore.
wellx. pro me lost the equipment list la.. den had to ask from someone.. den later squeezed everything into the converse bagg. wow. it can actually fit in.. w00tz. the worst thing was i broke SEVEN lightsticks outa 50. so some were lyke HALF lighted? okokay. my fault wellx. so den went to sleep.. zZzZzZz.

.dAy.OnE.
whee. reach school le.. carry heavy heavy bagg. den reach class go hand up the report thinggy. den went 3d see angelina! her bdae ma.. den later walk around den bell ring le.. so go take bag n bringg down to prade square.. den we had briefing.. which was total crapp. aha. instructor kenneth.
i say you say we say wad? ooo ah ah ah ooo ah ah ah ooo ah ah ah ooo wassup wassup..
this cheer rawks k.. i lurve it =)
den later hadd ice breaking.. gort TWO leaders la.. jason and jonathan, one is shuai la =) den we played whaaaaaaaaaacKO. aha. fun fun fun! den practice cheeeeeeR. we were playing on the road outside general office.. so pampered.. ppl in the sun.. lolx. den after that we nid to set off le. so we sat this buss. whee. den can go crazzy le. we were lyke cheering? spongebob rawks okay! den we cheer cheer cheer cheer.. ohyyya. the plaster rawks too. luckily i gort nothing on my face noww. aha. quite disappointed with the "campsite" la.. its nort really proper.. we slept in this museum la.. and the guys had to sleep open air-ded OUTSIDE? sad la.. so liddat lorx. we had to make a flagg. den later have lunch.. din had good food la.. as expected.. den later went for rafting..
eeey. rafting.. nice hands i gort. aha. felt the rushh of tying knots! lolx! damn cool.. practice lashings with raffia stringg. our class pretti screwed up la but who cares.. team spirit more important.. the rushing of the final 5 mins.. aha. it was lame alright.. nice cuts i gort on my handd. healing le =) den gort free white tann dere also.. lolx. but the funniest thing is no blooood. den wheeeeee. we gort 3rd and 4th.. ahaaa. nice nice nice! den later had to bathe in this cloggggged toilet which was overly flooded.. it was utterly disgusting la.. but we all had no choice.. den later went bacc to campsite.. walk walk walk walk.. ahhhh. den later go bacc campsite we had dinner and den played night games + campfire item prep. den geraldine bcame dizzy so i din really play much for nightgames la.. the prep was at last getting something done le at that point of time.. wellx. den after that eat supper debrieff den sleep ba.. that night i slept with my 1.5 as pillow and poncho as blankett. lmao.. wellx. and had so many kisses from mosquitos.. eeee! sleeping time!

they build a ship titanic to sail the ocean blue,
they thought they built a ship that no water can go through,
but the lord of mighty hands knew the ship will never land,
it was sad when the big ship went down,
oh it was sad SAD LA
oh it was sad SAD LA
oh it was sad when the big ship when down to the bottom and the husbands and wives and their children lost their lives,
it was sad when the big ship when down CRY LOR

nice nice? 3H version!

okayy. wake up.. geraldine go bathee. den later slack slack slack.. did duty for breakfast.. gort cheer sumore.. duty duty! kuai dian kuai dian! duty kuai dian! kuai dian duty! tigalanka pi a pi a tigalanka pi a pi a! DUTY!
okayy. that was TOTAL crap and bS. ahha. i drank milo for breakfast.. breadd dint taste nice? wellx. so after thatt we had briefing.. den later set off for amazing raze.. wanted to be together at first den in the end still split.. ncc cheer rawks okayy. ziqi was lyke "echo after me!" den blahh. den "here we goooooooooooooooo here we goooooooooooooo..." den still gort the "big eyes and face so SWEET" lolx.. cheer rawks la.. aha.. make our whole group so enthu! realised that sentosa changed quite a bit since i last came.. the whole race rawks la.. mt imbiahh SUCKS. lolx. oooops. ahaa. nvm nvm.. nice view from there. we WALKED the whole of NATURE walk alright =) pro pro pro? duno how many kiloMETRES was datt. aha.. it just rawks la.. 2nd parrt of activity abit de boringgggg. the egg thinggyy where baloon BURST.. unlucky but. wellx. as long as we have class spirit.. eileen rawks k! such a nice instructor.. "peeping through the window what the people see? if you wanna jiapkimjio do the proper wae, meet me tonight by the moonlight.. meet me tonight all alone.. ive gort something to SHOW u.. something which is yellow and long.. HEY! one banana two banana three banana four hey five banana six banana many many many many mORE!!!" ahha.

~to be continued~
im off to sleep. its currently 5.10pm.



hey hey. im lyke bacc. its 10am now.. pro me slept from 530 to 930.. skipping my most precious dinner!! ahhhh~

lets continue okay. so we took the bus back and ended up being the FIRST group alright.. i still like the ECHO AFTER ME! ahha. so egg protector our egg crack la.. so had to throw awae.. 3H RAWKS K! den later that they gave us time to practice our campfire itemm. wellx. it rawks la.. tiber tab tiber tab tiber tab tab!! group FOUR! ahha. den still gort the..
aS we... SHOUT TO THE LEFT
as we SHOUT TO THE RIGHT
as we SHOUT as we SHOUT
we say THREE H RAWKS!
with a AHHH and a WOOOSH
with a half turn around
with a AHHH and a WOOOSH
we say THREE H RAWKS!

wheee. lolx. den later go bathe.. bathe with SOMEONE can go totally DEAF one u noe.. lolx. den later bathe we had dinner.. den later set off to campfire!!

we are the UNIQUE class okay. we are NOT aa. lolx. lightsticks! sorry for those people who din get nice lightsticks.. as i said i broke seven.. wellx. ks me took 2.. cause 1 spoil le ma.. lolx. seriously this campfire wasnt exactly thatt fun la.. but we all tried our best to be enthu.. well.. some of us.. where was the campfire burning song?? so looking forward to it.. lolx. damn lame.. items most were quite boring la.. den people were lyke sleeping on the sandd. pretty screwed la.. but but.. wellx. den learn the cute cute songg. the frog with so many versions de! ahha. den later took supper den went backk. den 3j behind us gort radio.. so damn cool.. den later we walk walk walk.. up den some funneh people suggested playing the peanut game.. LAME!!! peanut all the wae down the hill lorx.. so spastic. drain awae all my energy make me walk sidewards downn. cnt walk straight!! ahaa. den play play den halfwae stop playing le.. den later walk bac to camp everyone half dead le.. then sian sian mood den later gather for debrief.. den later go sleep lorx.. used my jacket as my pillow and NO blanket.. den later geraldine share with me.. she's so nice k.. wellx. den later i was talking to hanhui den sleeeeeeeeeeep.. the funnnnnneh thing is i woke up and chuchu hand was on my hair!! lolx.. den i was lyke.. ahaa. den pull my hair awae.. spastic sleep! dere was no LIGHTS off lorx.. den later i heard alarm clock ringg. den later when i woke up geraldine was bacc from bathing le.. she so pro lorxx. ahaa. den later wake up brush teeth.. den breakfast.. den clearing up.. hey hey! we all gort experience in road sweeeeeping.. aha.. we cleared the DRAIN.. lolx. wheeeee. lalalala~ our beloved floor.. was stepped upon.. LOLX.

WHY WE CANNOT STAY IN SENTOSA TAKE MONORAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dere goes my chance.. eeey. so later we took the buss outa sentosa den habour front.. den went to eat macc. eat eat eat eat eat. sorry la.. i noe i eat very sloww. lolx. den later go plaza sing take neoss. take take take. den later go shop at action city.. den we go sit at mrt talk crapp. funneh lorx. all so VAIN!! lolx. den later go train den kana splitted.. aha. sad rite. lolx. den later went bacc home le.. den go bathe use comp den sleep. den wake up at 930 this morning.. MY DINNER.. who caress.. im baking pizza for lunch todae.. xD i found it in the fridge.. ahhaaaa. my hand peel until damn nicee. cnt wait for it to dropp. lolx.. now the index finger that one not pain le.. lolx.. my best injury so far from tying lashings..

Wahhh. 10.40 le.. must go study for TESTS. so many test lorx.. jkjk. i wanna go rest and watch tv la.. surely i wan study test one.. lolx..

tata. later gort campfire.. see i still gort voice anort.. lolx.

tata~

Monday, Mar. 14, 2005
hi.. todae is such an interesting dae. its only 10.37am to be exact. yet so so so so so many things have happen.. eeey.

i woke up at 8am. i slept at 1.15am yesterdae. i had stomachache in the toilet.. wad a nice time lorx.. this morning also ended up in the toilet.. wellx. i woke up at EIGHT am. i lied on the bed STARED at the ceiling. realised it was quite white. den i look at the wall. saw that it was blue. look at my curtains, its blue too. i hid myself under the blanket. and closed my eyes. and i CNT SLEEP. so i continued being in bed and slacking. then later i gort pissed off. i woke up and gort to my table. i decided to do zuowen. i spend 10 mins looking for gaozi. cnt find it. later realised it was on my table. spastic me. den later wanted to write about camp. wrote 3 lines. duno wad to write liaox. so many english translation duno how to translate to chinese. spastic me. den decided nort to write. call my fren. spastic. having headache. so i decided to do my chem. soon. do finish la. 5 dot and cross diagrams. how long can it take. okay. i copied from assesment book. shhh.

i wanna go out. i wanna play bball. i wanna go play bowling. nobody's free. i wan watch hitch! maybe im going to watch later. maybe nort? maybe im meeting someone later. maybe nort. maybe.

wellx. life so far okok for me.

im gonna change my blog template again.

Tata~

Monday, Mar. 14, 2005
hihi. mi bac agn. msn cannot sign in. wad the-
dots siaa.

so in the end still went outt. ahhh. went to eat seoul gardenn. in singapore. dont worry. i din go korea. ahhhh! so full full full full full! eeeey. todae rawks la.. at least i din have to stay at home to studdy.

fate says i cnt sign in msn!! whyy. why must it ruin everything todae! it was supposed to be a happy day C= maybe nort dat animore since i cnt sign in msn! dumb dumb dumb!

just now i can sign in one. why suddenly cannort! what did my dad do to the comp!! eeey. why why why? i wan use msn! lolx. the weather abit cold only lorx..

i went to jurong todae. den i went to mandai zoo =)

sometimes i think that my life is screwed up. sometimes i dont. sometimes im sad. sometimes im happy. sometimes im pissed. sometimes im nort. sometimes i feel like laughing. sometimes i feel like crying. sometimes there are certain things that i wanna do or say. sometimes i just dont dare to do so. sometimes the story just goes on and on. sometimes it just ends. sometimes there's a twist towards the story. sometimes it doesnt. sometimes certain things just dont have choices. and even if there are. there might nort be a right choice.

being happy is kinda like a choice=) there are always 2 sides to something. the bright side and the dull side. even if u are facing the dull side. you can always start polishing it.

these few daes my feelings abit jumbled up.. hope to settle them real soon yea.. wellx. its the holidays after all.

di yi chi : the first time

dang ni kan zhe wo
when you look at me
wo mei you kai kou yi bei ni cai tou
din speak yet you get through me
hai shi mei ba wo
still had no confidence
hai shi mei you fu he ni de yao qiu
still did not meet up yr expectations
shi wo zi ji xiang de tai duo
maybe its just me thinking too much
hai shi ni ye zai shan duo
or you are avoiding it too
ru guo zhen de xuan ze shi wo
if i really have the choice to choose
wo gu qi yong qi qu jie shou
i'll take up the courage to know
bu zhi bu jue rang shi xian kai shi shan shuo
unknowingly let time just fade away.

dumbb translation. i did badly in all my both 2 languages. save me-

Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
Ai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
Wo xiang dai ni qi dan che
Wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
Xiang zhe yang mei you dan you chang zhe ge yi zhi zou
Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
Ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
Ni kao zhe wo de jian bang
Ni zai wo xiong kou shui zhao
Xiang zhe yang de sheng huo wo ai ni, ni ai wo

my favourite song =) jay rawks!

# wo men dou jie shou
yi ding shi bi ci bu gao cheng shou
zai ai qing yi fen bu liao qing zhong
cheng shi de guo le tou
bu neng tui houy ye wu fa xiang qian zou
ai shi yi ge zi si de nian tou
ba ji mo xiao chu de li you
sheng xia de na xie gan dong
neng ji de duo jiu

jie shou by liang jing ru. nice song too =)

wellx. that's all for songs now i guess. why is it that i always feel sad after looking for song lyrics. tomorrow still must go school. pray that i can wake upp. wellx. i have to sleep early.

nightz.

Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005
hiya.. back from school le. and delivery of green tea =)

ahhh. day 2 of march holidaes gonna be GONE. day 3 and 4 is taken. ahhh! need to buy the prizes for day 4. mmmz. cool eh? hope so la. a little alort of stuffs to buy only.. ahaa.

yay. camp! but day camp. still will be fun i hope. ^^

suddenly these few days i everything also so positive. funnneH me. wHy aR? why have i been sleeping early and waking up early then my usual normal time. why do i go to bed before ONE on most daes when normally i sleep at 3? why do i wake up at EIGHT when i used to wake up at ELEVEN. sian. something wrong with me le. ahhh! i lose a screw. faster go buy one.

ahh. i shall stop here.

Thursday, Mar. 17, 2005
heyya^

bac from day two of camp. the last day! yay. finally over. if i say i nort tired is pure lie la. but i prolly one of those who gort more sleep den the rest. and here i am la. still dowan to sleep. dono la.

camp is really finally over. suddenly felt a little more relaxed. guess ive got to discipline myself to wake up and sleep early. must have this habit. good habit must learn ma.

camp is tiring ba i guess. must learn to endure x= .excel.endure.explore. wrote these words million times for souvenoir. okay nort dat much. aahh. must learn to achieve the aims i guess.

how how how. hw havent started. was asking pengzi about my china marks. den i ask if the book quiz the percentage. he say about 1/4. spastic la. nowander i get so low. i think i merely pass la. but i read the book. okay. im UNLUCKY. sobs.

wassssup with my life man. suddenly yesterdae so screwed up. sit on bed think think think think. den later tired sleep. think gort a chao short dream. but forgot. i remember my spastic dream. soccer match from 2.10am play till 7.13am still havent finish. SPASTIC! man utd vs chelsea. spastic rite.

*wanna say thanks to someone =) slowly find out who you are xD*
*shh.. must silent talk de ymy*

all the moral support =) and highly lifted spirits! ahhh! purely addictive. chocs! i wan. *addicted liaox how*

someone went to sleep le ymy. so late lorx. wayyyy past bedtime. sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep, sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep!

*yawns*

i must sleep tonight to conserve energy for tomorrow to mugg. have tuition in the night sumore. i think. endure!

eeey. i shall nort endure to study bio tonight. nothing will get in. prolly puke before i dream. ahhh! i wan super SWEET dreams tonight. why nobody wish me!!

-sobs sobs-

i wann doubly coated with suger + honey! mine mine!

dont rob awae from me.. shoo pooh bear! shoO!

*night*


Friday, Mar. 18, 2005
hhihi.

mmz. todae is a boring day. stayed at home the whole day. den went out in the night for tuition. sobs. currently eating supper. which i think is mee sua. dunno leh. white thin noodles. with 2 fishballs and 2 prawns and some sliced fishcakes and vegetables. anyone hungry?? jealous jealous? lolx.

i must be kuai kia. must pia tonight. ha. was watching this korean drama. damn funneh.

yay. finishing supper le. actually its dinner. cause i ate lunch at 3.30. okay officialy finished. i wann dreams. why don have! tonight shall pia till 1am. den sleep.

i shall finish maths and english todae. and study at least finish chapter 5 of bio. okay. set targets le. now have to aim and reach the target.

ready 1, 2, 3.. GO!!

Thursday, Mar. 24, 2005
^YAY^ tell u liaox. its nort diaryland don lyke me lorx. dland LURVE me k. see! i can blog le! rabbit dunno dun anihow say! lolx. jk.

hmm. so much has happen. so so so so so muchhhhhh! wellx. i studied for bio test like alort alort alort on sundae.. was even holding my bio ten year series in my hand on the mrt train while going for tuition on sundae. okay.. maybe nothing went in. wads the point of studying so muchh when i cnt score. wads the FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK point. i dowaaaaanna talk about chinese. it sucks. i dunno why there are some sadistic people these days who are really damn sadistic la. gloat that there are people who score lousier then u. wads the freaking problem sia. so kind can? wellx. its all in the character build-up i guess. chinese sucks sucks sucks. i dowanna waste 2 nights and 1 whole dae and not concentrating for 2 hours of lesson which i think was phys and bio. pia for chinese and give me this kinda disappointe paper. i havent even get back my marks i knew i have died. don bother talking sense to me. my brain just WONT listen-

so i have wasted so much of my pen ink thanks to bio and chinese test. so much of my notes huh. and my g2 black pen. it's gone? sorry to say but i only have 1 blue g1 pen and 1 black g2 pen in my pencil box and the rest are colour pens. i want my g2 pen back!! sobs! aniw i gort a new mechanical pencil. lolx. *thanks angel* ahhh! len dao ymy.

todaee went to meiyee's house to bian1 the dancee. tuesdae audition.. jiayou =) i think should be can do it ba! we bian1 4 beats le. okay. its lyke so beginning but i believe we can do it! yay! ^3H jiayou!! omg omg! they are collecting class tees like TOMORROW? which means we will get it on a MONDAE and we have NO common tests cause its CORE humans!! omg omg! eeey. tuesdae gort maths test. okay crap. i better spend this weekend brushinggg up on stuffs and clearing all my worksheets into files. wads the point of using a CLEAR FOLDER file when i don use the FOLDER provided.. eeey. dear clara give me de. LITTLE TWIN STARS DE! and its PINKKKK! okay. len dao.. lolx. yayyy^

im madd le.. wellx. feelings fades off one day so when finally one day u realised u don care for the person animore. its just liddat la. when its gone its gone le. okay crap that.

wellx. going out tmr and the only thing which has to spoilllllll the whole idea is tuition. damn. wanna pon but pon liaox nort only my parents scold. my cher will also scold. crap. cause he scared we lack. wellx! sob sob!

nice song!

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year
But ... I'll be there for you

When the rain starts to pour

I'll be there for you

Like I've been there before

I'll be there for you

'cause you're there for me too.

+friends forever+

Saturday, Mar. 26, 2005
wellx. nort exactly happy or sad. everything jus could be better, could be worse i guess.

yea im lazy to do my homework. its called homework. weekends meant for us to rest aint it. wellx. don bother wasting my breath i guess. i still gotta do it. okay crapp.

i've made a conclusion. we cannot choose our own dreams. cause dreams are the wishes you make when you are sleeping. so we cnt exactly choose wad u wish for which means that we cnt exactly choose our dreams. why bother forcing yrself. din wanna get out of bed this morning. just kept sleeping n sleepingg. pigg x= wellx.

if you are given a choice to live all over again. what would you like to change. wellx. i jus realised that i kinda made too many mistakes in my this life? yeppx. but one person can only live once. and the only thing u can do is to start changing from the point of life you are in now. How can that be possible?

Are we exactly happy in this life we live in. There are many regrets which one would make. Is forgiveness that easy?

Every choice is chosen for a reason. be it good or bad, right or wrong. Who ever said that all wrong choices were bad.

There are many times in life we ask people not to do this cause it hurts. How many times did we ask ourself if we have done that before, not realising that it hurts as much as you feel now. "Don't walk away.." : "But you taught me how to."

Without suffering there would be no compassion.

Why be scared to face what you feel?

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful." ------- from A walk to remember.

aLways remember that we are living in the world which revolves. it will never stop cause you want it to do so. you can only change for the world. cause it will never change for you.

song from the wedding singer movie. it rawks =)

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad / Carry you around when your arthritis is bad / All I wanna do is grow old with you. / I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches / build you a fire if the furnace breaks / Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you. / I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. / Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control. / So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink / Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. / Oh I could be the man to grow old with you. / I wanna grow old with you.

wellx. anyone watch phantom of the opera? miss the showw. who pitys the phantom. he loves her so much yet she loves him. wellx.
The Phantom: I gave you my music; made your song take wing. And now how you've repaid me - denied me and betrayed me.

The Phantom: This face, which earned a mother's fear and loathing. A mask, my first unfeeling scrap of clothing. Pity comes too late, turn around and face your fate, an eternity of this before your eyes.
"do looks really matter in the end?"

Raoul: I love her! Does that mean nothing, I love her! Show some compassion!
The Phantom: [furiously] The world showed no compassion to me!
somehow wondered if anyone shown the phantom some compassion he wouldnt turn evil.

The Phantom: Either way you choose/You cannot win!
Raoul: Either way you choose/He has to win!
The Phantom: So do you end your days with me/ Or do you send him to his grave?
Raoul: Why make her lie to you to save me?
and let him into desperate-ness

Christine: Twisted every way, what answer can I give? Am I to risk my life to win the chance to live? Can I betray the man who once inspired my voice? Do I become his prey? Do I have any choice? He kills without a thought, he murders all that's good. I know I can't refuse, and yet, I wish I could. Oh God, if I agree what horrors wait for me, in this, the phantom's opera?

now for some lame quotes from SPONGEBOB!

Sheldon J. Plankton: I haven't felt this happy since the day you agreed to marry me!
Karen the Computer: I never agreed to marry you.

SpongeBob SquarePants: You don't need a license to drive a sandwich.

King Neptune: You there, be back with my crown in exactly 10 days.
Patrick Star: He can do it in nine.
King Neptune: Eight.
Patrick Star: seven.
King Neptune: Six
SpongeBob SquarePants: PATRICK!
King Neptune: Six it is then.
Patrick Star: FIVE
[while being choked by Mr Krabs]
SpongeBob SquarePants: Patrick, SHUUSH!

okokay. lamedeeeeeed.

i love the song di yi ci by guang liang and i still love it.

i find that guang liang rawks.

im off^

Sunday, Mar. 27, 2005
wellx. jus bac from tuition.. going for another like at 730.. moronic having two tuitions in a day. wellx. sec3 liaox. must get used to this lifestyle i guess.

hmmz. watched mulan TWO yesterdae. din even watched mulan one at all. wellx. guess its pretty sweet as a fairyytale. but it din start as once upon a tyme.. nor did it end with the phrase happily ever after. but sumore wellx its still happy ending. still some dumb stories ending with happily ever after.

update another day//

wellx. here i am le.. its a mondae and i just came back from school. wellx. yepp. tmrr is the audition for friendshipp week. do u think we can get in. i noe the dance steps but i dunno how to dancee. den keep screwing up. wellx. i wish 3h all the best tmr.. including me DUR. prolly gonna malu lyke hell sia. wellx. i hope for the better.

continuing my above part on fairyytales. yepp. it only makes young and innocent people believe in certain things which will never happen i reality real life. yeppx. whyy must they create false hopes? hmmz. maybe happily ever after existed. wellx. nort in my life i guess.

din do as badly as i expected for chinese.. but for bio abit disappointed. thought i could get higher but i guess i should be satisfied.. wellx. my science this year are nort really that good or rather they are good but just that the class is much better. triple science ma. wad to do.. among the 4 trip science.. is my class really that badd. wellx. i think that my class is one of the noisiest siaa. todae can pissed the cher off. first tyme in historyy. wellx. why am i in sec3.. sumore really wishh i could rewind time back and pause there. im so bored of life le. cnt take it animore. sobs sobs.

tmr maths test.. why am i still slakcking herre.. im lazzzzzy. haish! wad to do siaa. i don feel lyke doing anithing. just wanna day dreammmm. sniff sniffffff^ how the hell am i supposed to tie my hair. touching collar but so short lorx. how to tiee. tie liaox use clip also abit de no use lorx! lameeed.

my brother has officially joined the unemployed population is singapore. w00tz. so sian lorx. everyday see them at home. but gort 24hr tuition cher. lolx. all subjects except humans and languages. crrrap siaa. lolx.

whyy is my life so depressing. im sick of studddddddying liaox. why why why why why why. someone enlighten me..

taaaaaaaaaaaata

hmm. finally felt so free. wellx. its nort gonna last. i have to redo my treaty of versailles i think it is spelled like this. cause mr smith has apparently lost it and im being nice to do again okay. but i havent done it yett. haish.

are we supposed to be sad that mrs lim change our places.. why must change! den kana seperated from those peeps le. all fly far far far far away. wellx. hmmz. my supposed to be position is beside joanne [mojo!patrick!dodo!] and weitheng [waiting..] luff luffs. den in front of me is wenki! den behind me is chuchu! den diagonally left is daryl and diagonally right is jellibeans [the maths super pro]. den behind left is dorothy [6-pointer] and diagonally back left is roy [he's disowned alright!] okayy crapp. only gort geraldine here with me. change place is good thing to mixx la. but sumtimes still cnt get used to itt. wellx! den when maths lesson is over change bac. den go sit with tess. omg she's so so so so so so so so cute can. during english todae. i just cnt stop luffing.. wad mandarin den is it duck or orange. den i was lyke. is there mandarin chicken? w00t w00t. okay okay mad le.

is 3H bonded nortt. haa. people asking me why 3h called the daoist. lolx. dunno leh! lastime i put den its still dere le. muahahaha. i think we are the best screwers! lolx. we rawk! haa. wellx. we only have like 1 year and 9 months left together as a class. its our point to treasure it k! treasure it before you lose it =)

wellx. sometimes i just reflect upon my life la. i mean seriously its nort dat bad actually but why do i keep complaining. wellx. just kinda sad dat i drift awae from certain friends le especially the 2 im nort supposed to drift off awae from. wellx. though things happen dere's still a bond dere right.. let me guess. 15 this year. okay. 3 more years. let me see ya peeps in the very very very seH uniform. the white one i mean. with the nice nice sword. mmm. the seH seH uniform!! okayy. maybe i should stop my daydreamming. ahhh! commando. lolx. i wishh lehh. that wiish can come truee nort? lolx. dream dream dream. hmm. ppl meet. ppl drift. it always happen. no matter wad promises were made. they are always brokenn. someone told me before, "what's the point of making promises knowing that you will break them?" i wonder, did you even try? u havent even try before u said that. wellx. promises are meant to be broken. can u fix these broken promises.

wellx. read from somewhere i forgot. it says that it takes years to build trust. yet seconds to break it. wellx.

break. broke. broken.

and [gone]

disappeared into the molecules of the air and does nort exist animore. missinng into pieces. no. it cnt be fixedd animore.

byyye.

now its nine plus le and im nort doing my homework. in fact i havent started.. call me the number one slacker.. i don caree. just few days ago i decided to mugg for everythinggg. suddenly noww. so slack. wellx.

eeey. i just now watch kinda lyke a ghost movie on channel 62.. kinda freaky the startingg. den later i divided my attention on the SBS bus guide on the table.. was flipping through it.. no. i can never give full attention on horror shows.. ive learn my lesson from watching the doll master.. eeey.

hmmz. freak freak! i shall nort get nightmares tonight.. ahhhh! tmr i think i must go sch myself.. die die! damn. tmr pe. die die! i hate pe. prayyy tmr no hazeee. no no no no no no no haze! i hate hazee!