Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i have a serious attitude problem these days.
i dont know what to do about it.
people are pissing me off more than ever. and the problem is these people are not only people i know? i cant be angry with totally strangers who just do something badly.
i dont know why im angry. someone- help me.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
wellx. nothings really up with my life except that.
shevchenko has just left ac milan. but he din say he is going chelsea. wellx. if only man utd had enough money to buy him. he sure would go to man utd then some loser team with a noob manager who doesnt gain respect from any of his players. lousy noob.
The Ukrainian striker confirmed on Friday he wanted to leave Milan and the club's vice-president Adriano Galliani announced the Rossoneri would begin talks with Premiership champions Chelsea.
anyways i pierced my ear yea.. at first was thinking if i could just pierce one side first. den can wear cool cool earings. lols. but i think my mum would think im crazy. ahah. since cannot pierce double den i just pierce one x= lol. but i already pierced both ear le. wellx.
dont know why i cant really stand people attitude somehow? maybe my expectations are too high but. wellx, you get a job in service department can at least spare some attention to care on your attitude lah. -blah-
i think the world is too complex for me to understand. dont understand how people can have totally 2 different faces, attitudes, appearance. w00t. this is called WORLD we live in. WOWS.
bleagh-
good luck for all the peeps taking o level chinese baah. jiayou x) wei ni men da qi !!
smiles x)
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
lolx. prom is driving everyone madd. really wonder how is the response this year.. didnt looked too good.. wellx. guess everyone is juz last minute lyke everyone else so just. sigHs.
yea. everyone says im slack. im trying to start work. need tyme to start my engine.
soccer fever getting into me le. the world cup is so HOT. cant resist.. englang jiayou ! you can bring the glory of 40 years ago back into the reality.. gogoGO ! millions billions of fan supporting all the way !
im bored of the idea. wellx.
just. s i a n .
heyhey. everyone go rate this skin okays.
click on the comments area.. thanks x)
ha. this pretty zilian skin over my name.. anyway the black words IS my name lah. and the oranger words is honeystars.. for you info.. this is done solely by ME myself and I. ha. i use photoshop try billion and one times to get the strokes write.. drawn by my mouse de k.
i've juz diagnosed myself with the new disease called: selective memory loss.
this is part of your left brain in which you cant control what you will forget and you can only remember what your right brain remembers.. yea. if you still dont understand. consult me, although i havent found a cure for this disease..
wellx. oral came and go. i hope the cher wasnt sacar-ing me. wows. wish wish.
i dont know if you can load the music. but its I believe the song yea. very nice..
wellx. i dont know why. but.
memories are quite easy to forget when you dont remember them once in a while..
wellx. i'll keep trying x) i'll still try.
daah. comment-
Saturday, May 20, 2006
oh. i didnt want to blog at first but 02 jam is full lyke wth?
let me play to vent my anger also cannot.
i dont know why im crazy. i dont know why im mad. i dont know why im angry either. i just am NOW.
craps.
heard rooney recovered. dont know how true is this information.
i hate betrayers. but wellx. if players go chelsea. their game is as good as over. lets see where would ballack be in few more years. prolly not even on the bench. wha. i really cant imagine i supported a betrayer lyke michael ballack.
please please.shevchenko dont sign. though i know chances are vv slim.
i've found a way to cool down. thanks angelique (x
quote by thiery henry: "I am staying to play longer for the club that I love. I won't lie, at one point it (leaving), did cross my mind. But I am a guy who thinks with his heart. And my heart told me to say."hmms. can u read that? read that? thiery henry. how many football players would say such stuffs lah. where got any other player more loyal den this. aniway. i say this ah.I AM A MANCHESTER UNITED FAN OKAY. GET CLEAR OF THIS.but im fully in respect of arsenal. arsenal as a reasonable manager and the whole team is humble. they lose, they didnt blame anyone. remember the man utd vs arsenal match? arsene wenger said " man utd deserved to win cause they played better. "would you ever hear this from some id ten plus person lyke mourinho? that loser. you see. i told you thiery henry wont leave. I believe that he is loyal to arsenal. he is one respectable player. he is not tempted by money unlyke some people lyke ballack. although im happy that i can watch him play in EPL lah. but haish, it certainly proof how $_$ he is. now my only hope is dat shevchenko dont go over to chelsea although i really hope to see him play in EPL. but chelsea is the only club that can afford him. wellx. hope that man utd the person would strike lottery.. w00t. den joy to the world x))sad that van nisteroyl is leaving lah but if his talent in man utd is not appretiated den also no choice bah.. let him go for higher ground bahh. think man utd nid a better midfielder until alan smith gets back on track..world cup is coming and wellx. even pele says england has chance to play in the final. wayne rooney will own the world cup if he plays but i think 4 years can also wait for him to show is power and talent. ha. wonder why people can have so much talents. the show: ai zai yang guang li.hmms. 9/15 liaos.. wellx. the show is getting horrid with the stoopid bad guy becoming scheming and everything but wellx. its really damn touching for the girl to be with the guy who accidentally killed her ex-fiancee. haish. hope i don cry when that happpen. lols. i dont think i would. know ending liao cry wad cry. lols.
this is the female doctor and the guy the military guy. i copied this. read if interested.
Synopsis
Kang Suk-min is a marine and he is the commander of a ship. He is an orphan and brought his sister up single handedly. His sister Soo-jin is a medical undergraduate, and she shares a very close and tight bond with her brother.
Soo-jin was hospitalized due to acute appendicitis, and in his over eagerness to secure medical attention for Soo-jin, Suk-min meets and offends Dr Jun Hye-rin. Through another episode where Hye-rin helped Suk-min with a pregnant woman who went into labour, Suk-min is uncontrollably attracted to Hye-rin and decides to pursue her.
Hye-rin on the other hand is irritated and felt harassed by Suk-min. She finds Suk-min's straight forward nature, reckless and crazy. She is still mourning for her fiancée who died in a car accident a year ago. She tried to discourage and avoid Suk-min but to no avail.
On the other hand, Hye-rins senior Dr Lee Seung-ha is also in love with Hye-rin since college days. He tries to constantly to hinder Suk-min in his pursue, but Suk-min is helped by Nurse Jo who is in turn in love with Seung-ha.
Suk-mins persistence and kind character eventually touches Hye-rin. And Hye-rin was able to put her past behind her and starts to see Suk-min. Their relationship moved fairly quickly, and they were soon engaged to be married. Seung-ha continues relentlessly to come between them, even resorting to manipulating Hye-rin's father to score points.
Seung-ha found out that Suk-min was involved with Hye-rins dead fiancees accident. He twisted what happened and tried to implicate Suk-min with the accident. Although Hye-rin believe that Suk-min was trying to help during the accident, she also realizes that she is cant forget her ex-fiancee, and Suk-min is a constant reminder of him. She decides to break up with Suk-min, much to Suk-mins despair.
Hye-rins father sees through both Seung-ha and Suk-min. On his deathbed, he tells Seung-ha that he wishes to see Hye-rin marry Suk-min. But Seung-ha made use of the situation to his advantage and forces Hye-rin to marry him instead.
All those around, even Nurse Jo reveals to Suk-min the secret about Hye-rins fiancees death, try to help Suk-min win Hye-rin back. But despite all these, Suk-min wishes that Hye-rin come back only if she loves him and not because of any other reason.
On the day of Hye-rin intended wedding to Seung-ha, Suk-min is critically injured while rescuing passengers from an ocean liner
okay i cant stand it anymore. im watching the last episode. i cant bear to see them break up. daah.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
learn to shut up
learn to shut up
learn to shut up
learn to shut up
yea. i know i must learn to shut up. somebody stop me.
sigh sigh sigh.
i have freakingly said too many wrong things these two days. when the hell will i stop.
wellx.
lyke i said this is the exams which i just.
take it easy and get done with it.
learn my mistakes and remember it.
so everyone just think the same way k? i know its hard lah.
im a normal person and yes i do cry over results but, at the end of the day. what do we get out of crying? i don't say crying is wrong. i cry too. but, just think of what your tears are worth.
are your tears worth anything much lyke examinations?
just stay strong. there are other ways to let that emotion of anger, disappointment out.
wellx. but if you still say tears is the best way. then let it be.
crying is not a sign of feeling weak. crying in a way to express sadness.
wellx. so lets say miracles do happen once in a while.
dont give up hope.
its lyke i've been screwing my languages eversince i stepped into this school.
confidence is half the battle won.
over confidence is wellx - gg.
Daah. watching this show called into the sun. chinese is ai zai yang guang li. wellx. theres this damn qian bian ren wu which i really wanna slap in the show. but wellx. the ending is happy ending. so i guess i'll carry on watching.
the stoopid book i read today in school. sigh. sad ending i mean no ending. the guy in the end hun mi bu xing. den the girl was lyke aiyah it ended with the right here waiting song. daah. den the other guy ended off with his old girlfriend i guess.. hmMms. so end of the story with perseverence blah the younger boi did it. lols. craps. but no ending = sad ending. aiyoh!
dramas with happy ending:
1. kai lang shao nv cheng gong ji x) jang na ra act one. nice nice.
2. wang zi bian qing wa x) ming dao !!
3. tian guo de jia yi x) wang xin ling and mingdao that show. the ending is hilarious lah. damn weird and exotic. LOL.
4.da chang jing. daahh.
5.li wu. some korean drama.
6.MVP. wahahha. but the ending should be longer..
aiyas. count me sadistic or wadeva. i cant watch show with sad ending. believe it or not. i refuesed to watch qiu tian de tong hua after the 5th disc. too sad to continue. wahah. wad craps.
okay the show is getting hilarious. damn funny. funny funny.
hate the stoopid bad guy. condemn him !!
`recently quite sad that heard some people smoke lah and wellx. the saddest thing i heard was
"i feel so useless. my best friend has started to smoke. and i can't do crap about it."
when i saw this i was lyke - speechless.
wellx.
arsenal lost and i lost 2 bucks. blahx. dont know why i slept so little last night but not really tired. ha. watch until i fall asleep.. after first half i doze off thinking that arsenal would defend well. REFEREE KAYU. wad STOOPID RED CARD LOR. HE DONT EVEN DESERVE IT. IT WAS ACCIDENTAL. referee KAYU. i bet with u he sure tio complain de.
omgosh omgosh.
HENRY MIGHT NOT BE LEAVING.
actually the army uniform is really cool lah. i mean the formal one. not the green one. ha. looks great 24/7 cann.
read a book today they say when a girl shi lian only got 2 methods to cheer up. one is to go on a holiday. the second one is go on a shopping spree with money. ha. i duno how true is all these though. wellx.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
this is the exam which i screwed up the most.
this is the exam which i took the papers most calm.
this is the exam where i havent shed tears yet.
this is the exam which i think i put in the most effort for.
i have no idea why i fuking did so badly.
chill everyone.
the whole world is feeling the same way man.
now my only motivation is to.
watch arsenal trash barcel on thursday morning. and no. henry wont leave.
my only wish now is to watch chelsea fall next season. FALL.FALLFALL
who cares even if they get relegated.
people say when u start recalling the past memories it means u are getting old.
this only means i am getting very very old.
i duno how the freaking hell someone can get pissed off when i merely typed something which i din mean it and apologised already lah. wad the-
blah blah blah blah blah.
i duno why bad things always come when my mood is not so bad.
blah. wadeva.
its pissing me off.
Monday, May 15, 2006
wonder why i am never satisfied with any single drama i watched.
except maybe wangzibianqingwa.
craps. cause it was a happy ending. how can i not be satisfied.
i guess its hard to please me x=
sighs. andriy shevchenko. please dont dont dont ever go to chelsea please.
my idol please dont go.
i used to support ballack but now. im having 2nd thoughts about him. $_$ blahs.
WORLD CUP GERMANY 2006
`here i come
~go ENGLAND: best time since 1966.
jiayou on recovering rooney !
haiyo. what happen to juventus. waha. i lyke doing soccer update liddat x=
craps craps. okay move on.
so sian. i cant play simtower. why why why why why why why.
i play 02jam until my fingers wanna break liaos.
haaa. somehow i really wonder why scripwriters love to write love triangles. i find it damn sian lah. sian sian sian. its irritatingly irritating. someone must get hurt in the end? lolx.
haiyo. i duno wad to continue le. today got no inspiration.
haiyo haiyo haiyo.
i chiong 5 discs of stained glass its a korean drama lah.
haiyo.
the story started out so well but but but.
lousy ending lousy ending lousy ending.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
i hate my own stomach. blahx.
how can my own stomach betray me.. craps craps craps.
no idea how many hours i slept last night.
slept at 12. woke up woke up and woke up. it was 230.
took medicine. then went back to toss and turn.
it was 4+ took another medicine.
went parents room to sleep.
toss and turn.
why.
离开了我们小时候
those were the days, filled with innocence and laughter.
those were the days when future seemed so bright and ideas just keep flowing.
those were the days where we all yearn to grow up.
those were the days where nothing really mattered.
those were the days where promises were all empty.
those were the days when "why" didnt really mattered.
those were the days, which wont come back again.
those were the days, which i missed dearly.
those were the days, where i dont have to think twice before saying anything.
those were the days, where words dont really mean anything.
those were the days, where you could speak freely without hurting anyone.
those were the days, which left before i could capture all the good memories.
~those were the days.
`jiayou everyone for physics and geog paper ONE. the paper one sounds retarded. im going to school for 30mins assembly and 1 hour of paper. wow.
i cant install simtower. there's something wrong with my comp.
`stomach recover please. no more excess HCl please.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
lol. everyone tell me how you find this template. you can always leave a comment after each entry.
go go go x)
woaah. i took lyke less den 2 hours on it..
one of my fastest.. daah.
Friday, May 05, 2006
yea bacck to my blogg. ha. actually my main topic is still on what's more to life lah. lol. was reading this article in the chinese newspaper juz noww. its on a topic on "xin4 fu3" ha. i have no idea wads the direct translation to it. i would say is to be happy and lucky. lols.
so it was quoted for there.
`some ppl think that having never ending money in your wallet is xin fu.
`some ppl think that having a long lasting and sweet romance is xin fu.
`some ppl think that having a roof over your head and not starving is xin fu.
`some ppl think that being love by ppl is more xin fu then u love ppl.
`some ppl think that daah. i forgotten already.
so i ask now, do u feel that you are xin fu??
whats more to life? to feel xin fu, blessed and lucky.
we are lucky to be born on this earth.
whats more to life? to win that seat in parliment? to score 6-pointer for O'levels? to earn your first million by 30? to reach the top position in your career? someone tell me whats more to life.
how do u measure successes.
what matters at the end of your life?
when you are inside ur coffin, and you spirit reflects upon your body. will you spirit smile and say "my life is complete. i can leave peacefully now." or, will your spirit cry and say " why didnt i live longer? so many things left incomplete."
how do u measure if your life is complete? what must you do to make your life complete?
questions left unanswered.
woaah. wasnt online since april 22nd. hmms. thats lyke last last saturdayy daah. actually its not i dowanna come online. lols. last weekend tio stomach gastric flu wadeva its called. lol. dont ask me why i had it yea. its lyke i ate lah. and craps. daaaah. anyway my horror is OVER. dont wanna remind myself. lol. stuck in bed hugging my pillow lyke 24/7. wasted my precious time of studying to a dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb illness.
duno why these few days exam also think about quite alot stuffs yea. its lyke. duno why when i walking home one day i started asking myself. what do i want out of life? lols. its lyke. the game sims 2. ha. when the child reached teenage years. must decide what he or she wants to achieve in life.. so its lyke the options are popularity, knowledge, achieve the highest in your career, one is ultimate flirt in life and family.. lols. so what do people want out of life? really a tough question to think about yea.
anyone got any games to lend? erms. lol. actually im looking for SIMTOWER.. i miss the game lots lah. anyone know where to buy also tell me yea.. desperately looking for it.
anyone got games to lend?
counter strike to heroes might and magic to anything under the sun.. age of empires? or pyramids? civilisations? lol. these type of games anyone got? contact me yea if got.. lol.
haish. gotta go tuition for duno why. lols. go there relax myself abit lah. tuition now is very amusing. i think my class is the slackest O level class in the entire world cann.
lol. i'll be back for my 2nd part.
