Saturday, December 17, 2005
mms. here i am again. suddenly im bored.
thinking back on all my empty promises. wells. surely i've kept them. im supposed to finish my homework in the month of november and WOWs. not even half done yet. thanks la. i havent even completed my beloved maths homework. not even half done and i DONT know how to do. maybe cant be bothered? wells.
watched a show on channel 62 just now. wells. yea it was a korean show. it's called love so divine. wells. i had feelings and comments for the show just now but as i type i cant rememeber any at all. wells. i still like the show my sassy girl. ahh. it totally rawks. i think i got a soft heart for korean movies. really touched me la some. wells. i wanna learn korean. it was supposed to come true in december and where have my december holidays gone. can u imagine 2 more weeks and my sec3 life is over?
`imagine: my last year in ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL. think about it really had mixed feelings. didnt really enjoyed my first year in AHS cause i kinda really missed primary school. was supposed to get transferred over to TKGS when i got back my posting cause wells most of my friends were in tkgs i guess. but really didnt regret my decision to stay in ahs. lols. actually i was lazy to go for appeal. ahh. dumman high didnt accept me. lols.
then why i choose guides ah. i primary school was in brownies. saw no other cca except guides. lols. crazy me wanted to join guides and guitar. den i was asking ard if it was possible. but in the end ended in guides and i never ever did regret my decision xD yepp yepp. suddenly looking forward to the next guides camp liaox xD okay maybe im crazy. ahas.
then next was my class 1e followed by 2e. 1e days really rawks cause we played bball everyDAY. can u imagine it? it's like every thursday we will play cause sch ends at 1.15 which was seriously early =)) then later we started playing twice a week and so on. i remember our first class outing @ escape theme park. it kinda rawk cause i think more den 20 ppl turned up. can u imagine? FIRST CLASS OUTING lehs. before that still got mr tam house during CNY. ahh ahh. im so missing 2e all of a sudden. i think there was another outing at east coast park with water bombs and cycling. eey. duno which one came first but i enjoyed both xD then came the sec1 chalet where we fried satay in the kitchen. wooah^ then came sec2 life. think we had a bbq and zimu house. that BBQ was quite a success. i think more den 30 ppl came. which mean only 6 ppl din come i think. den i remember the food and fun fair. eh wait sec1 still got ndp dance. den came subject combi dayy. den last day of school den class chalet. sec2 class chalet i enjoyed much lahs. maybe cause of majong part. i really like playing majong =)) and the 2% jolly shandy. ahas. i drank irish milk cream in the plane that day. enjoyed it =) then sec2 life ended. which was kinda sad?
den came sec3. it rushed past like a wind. i can still rmb the first day i in class with so many unfamiliar faces. maybe not so much lahs. den we had mrs lim as form teacher. at first thought she was pretty strict but later it ended up it not much as a hatred way but well it made us disciplined when she was around. lols. then i remember the CNY dance. ahhs. maybe i screwed up. wells. i cant dance =( then i rmb i went with clara to bugis. i duno why i keep remembering this. we ate long john breakfast. lols. then later came the tests and crap? oh den came danceworks. remembered the days and nights spent in school to complete the collarge and the cheer thinggy. wahas. those days were insane i tell you. imagine staying back EVERYDAY. almost i guess. then came sec3 bonding camp. was excited about it. but the feelings changed with the days which went by. wells. it didnt really bond much i guess =( den life went on. test test test test. sians. watched my mid year results deproved. my ca3 was the worse of the worse of the worse results i ever get. horrible nightmare. think i cried lehs =(( sadly. then i remember teacher's day i went back to TNS. didnt see many people though. went bowling after that i think. ya den i remember me being busy almost everyday of my life in sec3. had a class outing after 2.4 run. 2e class outing. bbq at marina. enjoyed maybe? i rmb i fall down 3 or 4 days before the run. horrible fall. and dumb one too. went to see the doc who did nothing. just checked if i had a blood clot in my head or smt. lols. then later the time ZOOMED passed. it was end of year. mugged like hell for the exams. but din really get good results lah. didnt met expectations for some. then the next thing which came next was chiangmai. had much memories yea. hoping these memories will last but somehow its like quite hard lahs. really wanna return back next year. can it be possibe? try^ i think my group really got bond lahs. already had group outing liaos. think about it quite funny. then came camp. ahh. okay it was just yesterday that we break camp. LOLS. taurus kinda rawk lahs. didnt noe they could become so high. they really met up to my expectations at the end of the camp =)) yays^ taurus wan4 shui4.
so that was my 3 years in anglican high school. high high. really enjoyed my stay lahs. i shall spend 1 year missing anglican high before im gone. so it wont be too sad right? okay crap.
this year really got many things that i've done which i really regretted or things which i should have done but i did not? means what can i really do yea? somehow really wish i can turn back time. many may disagree but i dont mind re-living me again. i wanna change many things which i have not done over the years. maybe many might ask why i dowanna move on.. wells. never really thought much lahs. for me the past hold more memories and this sounds wrong.
this is also the years which i think i cried. but most of the thing i dont think that it was wrong to cry and i think that it really was alright to cry. and i think that each time i cry there's really a reason to cry de. wells.
and suddenly this year also started thinking more on really more futuristic stuffs lah. like on my career path and all these. my ambitions have been everchanging and i guess its time to settle down on one fixed one bah.
this year really learn lots of stuffs but guess it's kinda impossible for me to write all down lahs. need to start working on my new year resolutions for next year and start thinking why and how i failed those made of next year. sighs. i failed my resolutions leh. had think about 12 but so far only completed like 4? lols. pathetic.
i think i need to seriously start getting serious on my work le. there's much to be done. im left with chinese, english, maths and SS. lols. i have only completed chem but i have a feeling that it's missing. i shall aim to finish my book report today with some help from the internet =)) and my chinese i shall aim to finish one book report by the end of next week. and my maths i shall do as much as my brain says i can =) i shall finish my english and reward myself with a dota game later. omg. why am i so strict on myself. lols. i think i prolly wont keep to all these that i say..
i think a S M I L E can really work miracles. so keep smiling =)
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
