wows. gonna celebrate my 100th entry soon. never did i have a blog for so long.. wellx. so much memories. wonder when will i be free enough to read from first entry to the last. lols. mmms. life life life life. adriano rawks x) so sad. must wait for 2 more weeks to see his performance.
i havent got bored of that song yet.
life is very sian lehh. u'll never know when u gonna die is very sian one. like my dream liddat. been getting very weird dreams recently. had this dream about 2 people selling beansprouts at the market. 1 sell at 10cents. 1 sell at 40cents. lols. wad crappy dream.
im looking forward to buy JJ's album. wonder when got time and money. lols.how ah. there is something right now i wanna do but i don dare. lol.
nvm. i shall keep it the normal practice. mmms. the song jia gei wo is in my head now. 10 years later my boifren sing to me i cmf marry him one. lols. baaah. the song is so sweet nehh. i have a soft spot for sweet songs.
ahhha. i havent touch dota for so long. and i might not ever again i guess? but i think some psycho will be bored and ask me to play.
lols. gunbound ahh. where has it been man. thinking back on all the games i used to play..it first started off with Half-life. lolx. i attempted to play it in p4. ya i played. with computer. and apparently i forgot if i was good at it. my first time entering a lan cafe was at sec2. was that late or early. lols. and i only played once so far. lol. i remember there was warcraft 2 during that time. think i attempted to play cause keep watching my bro play neh.
wait wait. in pri3. there was this SIM craze. SIM TOWER. suddenly i feel lyke playing it now. totally duno where the CD. then there was SIMFARM, SIMCITY, SIMPARK, THEME HOSPITAL, THEME PARK. woooo. my childhood memory games sias. theme hospital was fun. i rmb the people dying one. lols. i think i still have SIMPARK the cd with me. SIMFARM rawks. i like it alot. but my crops kip dying.
ha. den in primary 5 was starcraft. eh no p4. protons were my favourite. den must collect gold blah blah. starcraft rawks. i think i completed the campaign. it was pretty challenging to do so. then there was diablo2. my favourite was the soceress. i always played her. lol. i never completed act2. waha. now u noe how failure i am at blizzard games yea. diablo rawks though. i love the box that allow u to merge items. lols. my favourite thing. den my bro always laugh at me cause i anyhow mix and match items.
hmms.. warcraft 3 was released in primary 6. i rmb myself playing it at 6am in the morning which i was supposed to receive my PSLE result. there was a soccer match i thinkk. ha. den i was playing it. it was the normal game lastime lah. i was playing the bone dragon.. undead race. my favourite. eh wait wait. in between duno when got the sims. it became my favourite game ! lols. the sims. now got sims2. used to play it few hours like crazy till my neck ache last year. lols. and then warcraft started to became boring cause the only custom map there was was the.. sheep game. lols. and then in sec1, i started getting trashed in 1 v 1 for normal game. lols. some people using tower rush against me. but i duno why i could only use that tatic against computer. eeeey. mmm.
then in sec1 end of year eh no. ard july? i started playing gunbound. it was gunbound fun fun fun and fun. had alot of friends in gunbound. lols. eh wait. there was neopets from p4 !! had an active guild. lols.
i remember sias. neopets my old love ! and how my neopets get hacked time and time again. i remember one time my password was ihatehackers. den at a point of time it was simpleplanrawks. who the hell could hack nia. don worry. im not that dumb now on PWs. lol.
then in sec2 i started playing dota again. there was the new thing called dota. lols. at the time. 1 v 1 was very boring. boring until cannot boring. wait wait. i love to play mauls lastime ! mauls are fun. i like to maze. i like to be pink or green. very funn.
my gaming life very filled rights. ahh. i forgot to mention heroes 3 and heroes 5. lols. the black dragon and their cheats. we used to play every saturday at cousin house. whoever house we were in. we'll bring the CD aroundd. den it's so frigging fun. oooo ! there was age of empires too ! i rmb vv fun cause can change the way people stand. den i find it vv amusing. haish. im still waiting for my civilisations. im waiting for the person who said will lend me. i waited and im still waiting. hmms. wait wait. still got one time i was in love with premier manager. someone was supposed to lend me that too x= it was then my love for manchester united grew. and i realised that shevchenko is a good player. im looking forward to world cup. cnt wait to see my idols play =) oliver kahn and micheal ballack and that guy from spain. he rawks. so skilful ! henry is my new idol ! he scored that goal agains real mandrid. i never like real. never ever. cnt wait to watch park play for korea. think it will be good. whee whee. im so excited.
i always rmb that i sucked at FIFA. i duno why. be it on sega, PS or PC. i was never good. even on hp. lols. i miss gaming. im so bored. ohya. still got 1 time. the.. jin1 yong1 game. so fun. play it so many time. mmm.
wellx. im off soon. tuition @ 830am tmr again. cheeroies^
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___nothatcomplicated* Sunday, February 26, 2006
small fries. lol. not large not medium but small fries. small small fries.
waha. actually being a bo-chap person is actually a good thing. there are so many things i wanna be bo-chap about. bo-chapness is a blessing indeed. not everyone can be bo-chap. really. being hack care about certain things is not an easy task. for me at least. wellx.
then one by one, the stars will all go down. then you & I would simplify always.
+_+
i understand the meaning of sourgrapes. lol. took me so longg. but at least i understood.
wonder what the world would be 100 years from now if cloning was successful. how many twins would there be. hmms.
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___nothatcomplicated* Thursday, February 23, 2006
today was so freaking malu. took me 20 mins to decide on whether i should go to school or not. but then, if i din go to school, i would have to see a doc to get MC. and if i go see a doc, it's my 5th day of fever and i might need to go take blood test for in case i tio dengue. yesterday was damn depressing. my bro told me neighbour got ppl spray the white smoke. means someone tio dengue.. i was so freaked out. i had dengue in dec 2003. and normally.. 2nd time dengue.. the survival rate is quite low? i was so freaked out. today was a malu day in school =(( sobs sobs. wellx.
why is it that sometime people are blessed with some happiness and while some other people can only stand at the side and look at those people enjoying their happiness and don appreciate. maybe not that they don appreciate. they just don't know how blessed they are. i miss the smiles. i miss the laughter. i miss the happiness. i just wanna see it all over and over and over again. it can repeat my whole life till im old. i'll still enjoy every moment of it to bits. im missing it. lots-
wellx. im gonna get a c6 for combine humans. so proud of my hard work =) on the positive side, i PASS. but i think that aint gonna be my reaction when i get my result slip in class. wellx. c6+c6. even if i get the other 4 all a1s, it's still a 16. sighs. sixteen. i wonder if i would faint if i see it x=
telling myself to look away and don't bother. maybe i just can't// =((
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___nothatcomplicated* Wednesday, February 22, 2006
daah. i hate being sick. sians. i hate hate hate hate hate it. it's so siann. i need to be in front of the fan 24/7 cann. i dunno wad kind of dumb fever i have nia. first it started off with 37.7 den later drop to 37.3 den duno why rights. today i felt very hot so i went to bathe and after i came out it was 38.3. wad crapp. den now i think its 37.5. its not very high but im sian of having fever. its like sleep sleep sleep until dowanna sleep. but the only thing i could do is sleep.
sighs. i wanna go school tmr. i dowanna do ying yong wen at home. i dowanna retake english comp on another day. blahs blahs blahs.
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO CHEMISTRY WORK SHEET CHAPTER 16. she wants us to finish the whole thing. SURELY I KNOW HOW TO DO. sighs. sighs.sighs. i regretted falling asleep during her lesson. but wellx. it wanst on purpose. i would never fall asleep during lesson time on purpose. what else could it mean?
lolx. waha. tmr i go school think i bring mask better. dowanna spread my germs. i shall be determined to go school tmr. i bringing my marker there. cause i cant talk. so prolly write everything i need to say. lolx.
sigh.
fever go away. voice come backk.
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___nothatcomplicated* Sunday, February 19, 2006
screwed up day. at first my day was complete. it ended up with the bus breaking down. reached home at 1015. thanks =) sacarsm* the bus door couldnt close like wows. hmms.
tekan day. lol. so funn. my new guides tee dirty.. duno whether stain can come out nia. if not really sobs and sighs..
i have no motivation to study. my l1r5 gonna hit more den 15 for this CA. damn. lucky there is no class position in CAs if not i'll prolly be right at the back.
i hate sec 4 life. hate hate hate hate hate. im tired but i dowanna sleep. baAH.
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___nothatcomplicated* Friday, February 17, 2006
mmm. had another weird weird weird dream/nightmare last night again. wadsup with me. ha. slept at 1030 due to some pathetic reasons i do not wish to say yea. took some panadol and went to sleep. baAH.
it so started when i was caught for being involved in some murder case of an old lady. i dunno why. all i knew i did NOTHING wrong. but i was involved and they caught me up okay. they caught me ! and the next moment. i forgot if there was court stuffs but the next moment i knew that i was gonna get executed. cause of a crime i did not do. at that moment i really felt pathetic. all in my mind was. hello. im barely 16 and im gonna get executed? dont ask me why it was execution okay. it just WAS execution. so i was like there. helpless. stranded. alone. why am i going to die so soon? then i went into the execution room. there was blood lah. this huge muscular guy took the sword. u noe those type of curve sword. those in those wu xia xiao shuo type. ya then my supposingly partner was executed liaos. i didnt see the body nor the head. only saw the floor was red. then i started going crazy. im gonna die now like HELLO? I HAVE A LIFE, I HAVE A FAMILY, I HAVE FRIENDS AND U WANT ME TO DIE NOW? i was so so so not prepared to leave the world. imagine all these going through my head.. then i pleaded with the person in charge. the person din let. and then, i ran. the running part was kinda insane. i jumped from tree to tree. erm, means i grabb the branches from tree to tree lah. and guess who was running after me? i duno why but it was kelly. lol. i really dunno why it's her leh. but she was chasing me x= then i ran ran ran ran ran. the distance was like from marine parade to my house lah. i have no idea why. i kept running. the first thing i did when i reached home was to start writing 'goodbye' letters to people. pokeytoots was included. i used some construction a4 paper and crayons? which seem quite real caused i really have construction coloured a4 paper under my table. den it's like so so so realistic. i was in my room, mugging with the goodbye letters. screams. then later i didnt know wad happen. i din write finish the letter, then i went to hide cause i sense kelly coming. i was cropped at the corner with some blanket covering me. den i stayed there. then i started thinking. why did i have to die blah blah blah blah. then i din noe wad happen. the next scene i was in school. then i duno why. nobody knew about my execution thing yet lah. den i was trying to act normal. then later i was outside of my class and liuying came walking by, then its like she already knew about my execution thing lah.. then later she duno telling me what thing about christian stuffs lah. then i started crying. i cry cause i cant bear to die or wad? i was so freak out. eh. i really cried lah. morning wake up by eye surely with contacts not wet one lor. got one time i cried in my sleep. could barely open my dear eyes the next morning. hmms. but as i cried, in the dream i was like.. would my contacts dropp. duno why sias. then i woke up after duno what happen. i wasnt in the dream long enough to see my head being chopped off. i was at the edge of death. i experienced it in my dream.
so wads the conclusions now? haish. this dream really made me realised that im afraid to die. im not prepared to die. i dowanna die. there are too many things in the world i have to live for. it kidna means that if i die suddenly now, it would be full of regrets. there are too many things in the world i have yet to see.. haish. haish. this dream really made me think alot. brought me to the edge of death. wad does death means. why was i so scared. why.
wellx. gotta mugg some stuffs le. double sighs.
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___nothatcomplicated* Thursday, February 16, 2006
Northern lights is the name of a light phenomena often seen in the northern regions.
What causes them?
Northern lights originate from our sun. During large explosions and flares, huge quantities of solar particles are thrown out of the sun and into deep space. These plasma clouds travel through space with speeds varying from 300 to 1000 kilometers per second.
But even with such speeds (over a million kilometer per hour), it takes these plasma clouds two to three days to reach our planet. When they are closing in on Earth, they are captured by Earth's magnetic field (the magnetosphere) and guided towards Earth's two magnetic poles; the geomagnetic south pole and the geomagnetic north pole.
On their way down towards the geomagnetic poles, the solar particles are stopped by Earth's atmosphere, which acts as an effective shield against these deadly particles.
When the solar particles are stopped by the atmosphere, they collide with the atmospheric gases present, and the collision energy between the solar particle and the gas molecule is emitted as a photon - a light particle. And when you have many such collisions, you have an aurora - lights that may seem to move across the sky.
In order for an observer to actually see the aurora with the naked eye, about a 100 million photons are required.
How to observe the aurora
Chasing the aurora is difficult, since the phenomenon seems to have a mind of its own, hiding from observers who wait for weeks, only to reveal itself in a spectacular display the day after they leave.
A lot of the questions we receive in the Q & A section go like this: "I live here/or will travel to that or that place in 2 to 10 months time. When or will I be able to observe the lights?" Those are just about the hardest questions to answer, because we simply do not know for sure. No one does, not until a few hours before the actual display. But there are some things we can do to improve our chances of observing a wonderful auroral display.
Northern parts of the Nordic countries, including all of Greenland and Svalbard. Northern parts of Alaska, USA. Northern and middle parts of Canada. Northern parts of Russia.
Even though there are aurora all day, all year round on Earth, and even if you are directly below the oval, you need to observe at the right time. Why? Because of the sun. The aurora is light, and compared with sunlight it is weak. In the north, where 90 % of the displays occur, something happens every summer that very few people living further south actually realize: the sun never sets. It never drops below the horizon, effectively outshining any light from the aurora, no matter how strong it is.
That is why we have the aurora "season", a period where the sun doesn't outshine the aurora, and it goes from late September/early October to late March. And for some reason not known to scientists yet, the aurora is far more active in late autumn and early spring.
baaah. im dazzled. again-
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___nothatcomplicated* Saturday, February 11, 2006
waH. really ages since i blogged. weLLx. life of having 4 tests in a week.
confessions: i din really study on chapter 2 for history. I CONCENTRATED ON CHPT 3,4,5. and it came out on chapter 2. im so so so not suay can.. daAAAH. i screwed up my chinese badly. think i got only 2 right out of 10 for the chengyu. i didnt practice maths and chose to sleep. i chose sleep over finish studying physics.
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep. daaAH.
wellx. i had 2 SAME nightmares last night. its like in the middle of the 1st nightmare, somewhere i was telling myself.. dont worry, its only a dreamm. not reality. dont worry. then i had that dream all over again. i woke up being terrified. my dream was so so so so so real. all the people around me were in my dream is so so so common. no weird people. everything went on as usual. i duno. my o level chinese result came in some envelope. i opened. i saw the two letters B4. i was freaked. den everyone around me was trying to comfort me. the image is so so so real in my brain. i really hope it wont come true tmr. *please*
i never had nightmares for a darn long time. why why why. am i really that stressed. siGHS. imagine next year. 8 subjects. lol. i one week week cannot sleep. everyday nightmare one subject. screams screams.
i shall attempt to learn to control my dream? that sounds really desperate but wellxx.
went CIP today. we were cleaning the mirror. lols. what happens when 5 girls start cleaning a ultra big mirror. i leave u to ur imagination. daaaaaH.
i wish myself all the best tomorrow. and to everyone else too =))
^chiLL
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___nothatcomplicated* Thursday, February 09, 2006
waah. i just finished my supper x) it was fried kway teow from bedok interchange ! my dinner was strawberry ice blended with some black jelly. the person cheated my money can. say wad pearl out of stock give me something more expensive which tasted worse then the pearl lah. i din even finish drinkingg. baAh. den i started to feel hungry halfway during tuition. its like the feeling of hunger + sleepy + duno how to do the questions he give. baAH.
ahh. lol. this week so exciting can. had 4 tests la. including the english compo. i think i wrote crap. what crap can i think of the word WATER? i ended writing a story about this guy who had a younger brother but died due to water cyst. den a year later, his parents died in the tsunami. he got so pissed off with WATER that he went on a anti-water diet and drowned himself three days later. and the next day news headlines was: family murdered by water. okay dumb dumb dumb DUMB. i duno why. my stories never had good ending. it always end with someone dying. that's life i guess.
my nose is burnt again. the stoooopid sun. aniwae today i left school at 715 and had to rush to tuition at 730 yea. so it was like run after the bus. den i reach tuition rights. my friend was saying that my hair was very messy. damns. where were all the mirrors when i needed them. den i felt my hair. okay it was really damn messy. why the hell did i not realised it. lol. then during tuition i was like touching my nose lah. duno why. den i realised it was quite pain. its just touch only lah. den later was asking ard if my nose was red. daAH.
i find my life so exciting now lor. i waiting for the climax where i just go crazy and prolly do something stupid. wows. 4tests next week. baAH. with pathetic history having 11 parts to study. and no clues given and there's only ONE TOPIC. im striving for an a1 this time. lol. she says its easy. im gonna try but. my mind tells me is impossible. lol. when did i ever score for history? *wonders* my life now ah. really so so so so so so HIGH lor. so many things happening at the same time until i can stop and wonder if im in the right dimension. lols. im half talking rubbish x=
seriously rights. everyone lets start thinking on what will happen in the future.
when we die: we either go to heaven, hell, reincarnated or just disappear from the surface of the earth and never to be found ever again.
humans will die out by: (i)global warming (ii)aliens invasion (iii)the sun dies out after lack of hydrogen gas (iv) the earth get sucked up by the black hole (v)when photosynthesis does not occur (vi)natural disasters (vii)when we are brought to justice after all the crimes we did to mother earth
so u see. either way out? we will DIE and u never know if its tomorrow. lols. so live each day with a purpose =) lol. so i should live each day telling myself that i have studied hard for every test so even if i didnt get it back cause im dead, i can tell myself i did well cause i studied. baAH. lifestyle of a NERD. baAH. i have to agree that secondary four = no LIFE. really no life leh. i cant even find time to come online every night lah. every nights is like mugging for tomorrow test. den homework must finish in school if not no time to study. where is my life.. is this how im gonna past my months left in anglican high school? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHH. i hate sec4 life.
wahh. i realised that i have blogged alot. lols. wells. i might not be coming online anymore till next weekend or blogging anymore. ahhh. maybe i shall come and relax myself in mid week yeas. x))
life is full on uncertainties. but u see ah. would u rather do something most malu in ur life before u die or u just die with a regret. which is the better way out. hMMs.
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___nothatcomplicated* Friday, February 03, 2006
