SIAO-ded.

w00tz. okayy. so here am i crapping crap crap crap crap crap. i dunno wad to crap about. was supposed to be having some kind of depression.. wellx.

today rawks caused i played bball! even thou its all like free throws but it rawks cause its BBALL! i cnt wait for june hols where i can play BBALL EVERYDAY! w00tz. lalala. bball rawks k. whee!

bball bball bball bball.. crazily in love with bball.. lolx.

okok. i don crap le.

TA^

wad a nort SO very crappy entry alright. yea yea.

"the thing in war is not to die for your country but let those bastards die for theirs"

Friday, May. 06, 2005

Dreams.

I know how men in exile feed on dreams of hope.

To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act.

Hope is a waking dream.

Dreams that do come true can be as unsettling as those that don't.

To want to be what one can be is purpose in life.

He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it.

Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.

The wisest men follow their own direction.

Keep true to the dreams of thy youth.

You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"

They say dreams are the windows of the soul--take a peek and you can see the inner workings, the nuts and bolts.

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.

Dreams surely are difficult, confusing, and not everything in them is brought to pass for mankind. For fleeting dreams have two gates: one is fashioned of horn and one of ivory. Those which pass through the one of sawn ivory are deceptive, bringing tidings which come to nought, but those which issue from the one of polished horn bring true results when a mortal sees them.

We need men who can dream of things that never were.

I do not want to die... until I have faithfully made the most of my talent and cultivated the seed that was placed in me until the last small twig has grown.

It has never been my object to record my dreams, just to realize them.

One must desire something to be alive.

Now, I say to you today my friends, even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream. I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: - 'We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal.'

I've come to believe that each of us has a personal calling that's as unique as a fingerprint - and that the best way to succeed is to discover what you love and then find a way to offer it to others in the form of service, working hard, and also allowing the energy of the universe to lead you.

The key to realizing a dream is to focus not on success but significance - and then even the small steps and little victories along your path will take on greater meaning.

The aim of life is self-development. To realize one's nature perfectly - that is what each of us is here for.

It hurts to find out that what you wanted doesn't match what you dreamed it would be.

Last night I dreamed I ate a ten-pound marshmallow, and when I woke up the pillow was gone.

There is nothing like dream to create the future. Utopia to-day, flesh and blood tomorrow.

Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.

There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio,
Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.

The things that one most wants to do are the things that are probably most worth doing.

Failure.

It is possible to fail in many ways...while to succeed is possible only in one way.

You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try.

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.

If at first you don't succeed, find out if the loser gets anything.

Nothing has a stronger influence psychologically on their environment and especially on their children than the unlived life of the parent.

Act as if it were impossible to fail.

Men are born to succeed, not fail.

I can't give you a sure-fire formula for success, but I can give you a formula for failure: try to please everybody all the time.

This thing that we call 'failure' is not the falling down, but the staying down.

You always pass failure on the way to success.

Success isn't permanent, and failure isn't fatal.

A minute's success pays the failure of years.

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Good people are good because they've come to wisdom through failure.

****

We are here to help one another along life's journey.

There is no such thing in anyone's life as an unimportant day.

As you grow older, you'll find the only things you regret are the things you didn't do.

Every problem in your life carries a gift inside it.

There are three ingredients in the good life; learning, earning, and yearning.

A mighty flame followeth a tiny spark

Part of the happiness of life consists not in fighting battles but in avoiding them. A masterly retreat is in itself a victory.

Life skills are so much better than rules, because they help you figure out what's right and what's wrong.

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how you're going to live. Now.

There is a fountain of youth: it is your mind, your talents, the creativity you bring to your life and the lives of the people you love. When you learn to tap this source, you will have truly defeated age.

Here's a test to find whether your mission in life is finished. If you're alive, it isn't!

Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?

If you don't set a baseline standard for what you'll accept in life, you'll find it's easy to slip into behaviors and attitudes or a quality of life that's far below what you deserve.

Do not be dismayed at good-byes. A good-bye is necessary before meeting again. And meeting again after moments or lifetimes is certain for those who are friends.

Take a look at those two open hands of yours. They are tools with which to serve, make friends, and reach out for the best in life. Open hands open the way to achievement. Put them to work today.

The man who views the world at 50 the same as he did at 20 has wasted 30 years of his life.

Most of us miss out on life's big prizes. The Pulitzer. The Nobel. Oscars. Tonys. Emmys. But we're all eligible for life's small pleasures. A pat on the back. A kiss behind the ear. A four-pound bass. A full moon. An empty parking space. A crackling fire. A great meal. A glorious sunset. Hot soup. Cold beer. Don't fret about copping life's grand rewards. Enjoy its tiny delights. There are plenty for all of us.

A life spent chasing other people's approval is a life spent on a pointless roller coaster of emotional high and lows, without ever knowing yourself.

Live your life so that your children can tell their grandchildren that you not only stood for something wonderful - you acted on it.

I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.

Every dawn, each man is offered, again, the freedom of choice . . . . While life remains, there is always the opportunity to remake the world.

If more people really pondered how much is enough in their lives, perhaps there would be a lot more truly satisfied folks in this world.

If I could wish for my life to be perfect, it would be tempting but I would have to decline, for life would no longer teach me anything.

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

The vast majority of people have the deeply entrenched conviction that "success" promotes happiness. But it is not success that promotes happiness. When you genuinely enjoy your life, you are successful in the only real meaning of the term!

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how you're going to live. Now.

Life is like a field of newly fallen snow. Where I choose to walk, every step will show.

I am beginning to learn that it is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all.

To cultivate kindness is a valuable part of the business of life.

Nothing can add more power to your life than concentrating all your energies on a limited set of targets.

Life is a great big canvas; throw all the paint on it you can.

Every day is a good day to be alive, whether the sun's shining or not.

If you're going to be able to look back on something and laugh about it, you might as well laugh about it now.

I don't want to get to the end of my life and find that I have just lived the length of it. I want to have lived the width of it as well.

How you respond to the challenge after the decision to change your life has been made, will determine whether you achieve or fail to achieve your goals.

Nothing shapes our journey through life so much as the questions we ask.

Life is like music, it must be composed by ear, feeling and instinct, not by rule. Nevertheless one had better know the rules, for they sometimes guide in doubtful cases, though not often.

What makes greatness is starting something that lives after you.

Every good thought you think is contributing its share to the ultimate result of your life.

It is a bit embarrassing to have been concerned with the human problem all one's life and find at the end that one has no more to offer by way of advice than 'try to be a little kinder.'

Life is not measured by the breath we take but by the moments that take our breath away.

We are absolutely convinced that the best way to create quality of life is to listen to and live by conscience.

I want to be excited, thrilled, ecstatic about all sorts of things as long as I live.

I have learned that success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed.

Life is like a ten-speed bike. Most of us have gears we never use.

Your life is the sum result of all the choices you make, both consciously and unconsciously. If you can control the process of choosing, you can take control of all aspects of your life. You can find the freedom that comes from being in charge of yourself.

Start living now. Stop saving the good china for that special occasion. Stop withholding your love until that special person materializes. Every day you are alive is a special occasion. Every minute, every breath, is a gift from God.

Talent develops in tranquility, character in the full current of human life.

To change one's life: 1. Start immediately. 2. Do it flamboyantly. 3. No exceptions.

Enlightenment means taking full responsibility for your life.

It was like coming this close to your dreams and then watch them brush past you like a stranger in the crowd. At the time you don’t think much of it. We don’t recognize the most significant moments of our lives as they are happening.

My philosophy is that not only are you responsible for your life, but doing the best at this moment puts you in the best place for the next moment.

The re-enchantment of our everyday lives then becomes a matter of seriously shifting priorities, developing a sense of the sacredness in the particulars of ordinary life, and making them part of our personal lives more by imagination than by brute force.

You can't start living life until you believe that you move on through life.

Fitting in life can be a lonely business. Fitting rooms tend to be for one person at a time. You can come out and ask the sales clerk or your friends what they think, but even if they're telling the truth, it's their truth.

Live your life so that your children can tell their children that you not only stood for something wonderful-you acted on it.

The minute you choose to do what you really want to do it's a different kind of life.

You can get everything you want in life, if you just help enough other people get what they want.

Youth is not a time of life; it is a state of mind; it is not a matter of rosy cheeks, red lips and supple knees; it is a matter of the will, quality of the imagination, a vigor of the emotions; it is the freshness of the deep springs of life.

Live as you will have wished to have lived when you are dying.

The biggest mistake people make in life is not trying to make a living at doing what they most enjoy.

To decide to be at the level of choice is to take responsibility for your life and to be in control of your life.

There is no passion to be found playing small - in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living.

We're always getting ready to live but we never truly live.

The abundant life does not come to those who have had a lot of obstacles removed from their path by others. It develops from within and is rooted in strong mental and moral fiber.

Life must be measured by thought and action, not by time.

Listen to your life. See it for the fathomless mystery that it is. In the boredom and pain of it no less than in the excitement and gladness: touch, taste, smell your way to the holy and hidden heart of it because in the last analysis all moments are key moments, and life itself is grace.

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed.
Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve.
It doesn't matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle when the sun comes up, you'd better be running.

It is the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance.
It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes a chance.
It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give.
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.

Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep.

Life is something that everyone should try at least once.

My one regret in life is that I am not someone else.

Life is a foreign language; all men mispronounce it.

Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save.

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing.

All you need in this life is ignorance and confidence; then success is sure.

He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it.

If I had to live my life again, I'd make the same mistakes, only sooner.

I've been trying for some time to develop a lifestyle that doesn't require my presence.

Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.

Life is divided into the horrible and the miserable.

There are worse things in life than death. Have you ever spent an evening with an insurance salesman?

Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.

I know not, sir, whether Bacon wrote the works of Shakespeare, but if he did not it seems to me that he missed the opportunity of his life.

I like life. It's something to do.

I hate life, I hate death and everything in between just doesn't interest me.

It has been said that man is a rational animal. All my life I have been searching for evidence which could support this.

Life does not cease to be funny when people die any more than it ceases to be serious when people laugh.

Life is too important to take seriously.

Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us.

Football is a mistake. It combines the two worst elements of American life. Violence and committee meetings.

I have enough money to last me the rest of my life, unless I buy something.

There must be more to life than having everything.

Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering - and it's all over much too soon.

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.

I can think of nothing less pleasurable than a life devoted to pleasure.

Blame someone else and get on with your life.

I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there.

Life is too short for traffic.

I hate mankind, for I think myself one of the best of them, and I know how bad I am.

In real life, unlike in Shakespeare, the sweetness of the rose depends upon the name it bears. Things are not only what they are. They are, in very important respects, what they seem to be.

*****

They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.

Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.

We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance.

Things do not change; we change.

It's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not.

Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.

We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves.

The universe is change; our life is what our thoughts make it.

The more things change, the more they remain...insane.

There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered.

Change your thoughts and you change your world.

This isn't good or bad. It's just the way of things. Nothing stays the same.

Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.

After my recent brush with voicelessness, I thought I'd share with you a few thoughts about speech. Don't take it lightly my friends. If music is the pathway to the heart as Voltaire suggested, then speech is the pathway to other people. Live in silence and you live alone.

To be an adult is to be alone.

People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in.

The worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself.

Inside myself is a place where I live all alone and that's where you renew your springs that never dry up.

They are never alone that are accompanied with noble thoughts.

To be alone is to be different, to be different is to be alone.

No matter how lonely you get or how many birth announcements you receive, the trick is not to get frightened. There's nothing wrong with being alone.

Sometimes I think we're alone. Sometimes I think we're not. In either case, the thought is staggering.

We're all in this alone.

Hello seeker! Now don't feel alone here in the New Age, because there's a seeker born every minute.

Perhaps I know best why it is man alone who laughs; he alone suffers so deeply that he had to invent laughter.

I want to be alone with my thought.

You don't live in a world all alone. Your brothers are here too.

Saturday, May. 14, 2005
Wouldn't It Be Nice Lyrics:

Title : Wouldn't It Be Nice
Artist : Beach Boys
Album : ANThology

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Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish an hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

aaaah. yes. its from the advertisment.. omg omg.. i love this song x) and the chocolate xD

Saturday, May. 14, 2005
okkay. hey hey. here i am. wellx. slacking as usuall.

i think i really need wc practice like hell la. realised my dota worse den my brother x(

dunno lehh. den my gb also like shyt liddat.. either i june hols go train all or don care liaox. hmm.

ok fine. yes. im sunburn- at first not the bad one la. den suddenly damn red la. den was like so hot eventhough i on the aircon. but it rawks la.. try playing bball from 1030 to 1130 den 1 to 330. but not really play all la. play den slack slack. imagine yesterday's sun, horrible! but it was fun i guess. eeey. i wan learn layup.. sad sad. i no coorination.. i don have ball-sense la.. lolx.

lazy to type le..

hot hot hot!

Wednesday, May. 18, 2005
If you look at a jigsaw puzzle piece, u'll obviously see 2 sides. its kinda more like 2D cause its kinda flat. so dere's 2 sides to it. the picture side, and more commonly the GREY side.

and if u ever bothered la, have u try fitting the grey side to the picture side? u know they will never fit right? did u bother to try?

common sense tells you they don't fit right? must common sense be always right. wait. obviously u force it in den will fit right. but den some edges will be jutting out. so how? final conclusion, they do NOT fit in. hey hey, that's ALL about it.

din really have any special meaning to it, really. i hope-

today rawks cause everything rawks about today. hey, try having 2 tuitions la. yesterday maths, this morning english. how moronic issit.. "exams for so long den dont have tuition BLAH BLAH.." okay okay. cut the crap. today RAWKS not cause of tuition okay. its cause..

I PLAYED BASKETBALL TODAY!
*heyhey, its NOT anticlimax okay*

omg omg it so so so so so rawks. first it started when i sat down on the comp chair this morning and chased my bro away so i can play dota. den later i called tessa, she wan go earlier. damn. 1230. it was 1130. how could i play a dota game and bathe and rush to mx house. eeey. and then brilliant, later i went to mx house ring the doorbell like hell and nobody answered. i called her, she was at hawker center xX. dAmn- so i went all the way down and dere. deprieved me of my lunch. i needed hotwater for my cupnoodle. sighh. den we were late. supposed to meet at 1 for bball in tj, so later i ate my m&ms. omg its so so so cool. starwars edition sweets. ahhhh!

so later went to play with tessa and minxue. okay okay. the sun was friggin cold dat we were obviously not tired so we stop. sense the sacarsm? okay crapp.

i started trying to layup..

den later amanda came, so we continued playying.. lalalalalalalalalala..

conclusion of the day: i sorta learn to do layup but need more practice x)

that deserves more okay.. YAY!!!!!!!!!!

haa. aniway 2day bball rawks cause i played pretty well, i guess and its a FACT. lolx. whee^^

I LOVE BBALL!

okay okay okay okay okay.. sHHHHHH. den later ryl and eunice came. den later they playy. den amanda left. den we play a while. den later go bac mx house slacck. she serve me my cup noodles okay. wait- it was cheryl. lolx. den later we watch tv.. den watch until go down playground play. omg omg omg.

the small malay boy was like so cute la.. he kick the ball to me.. lolx. ohhya. we brought 2 balls down, the big soccer ball and the small MANCHESTER UNITED NIKE ball. so we were playing soccer. okayy. jus think of 5 retards in a playground with small kids and baby. dere's this boi in the incredibles suit. wahahhaha. ok ok. "din yr moma tell u not to be rude.." MOMMMMMMMMMMMA..

so we started practicing the "stunt" lolx. i think i could do it but tessa said it was cute. i duno if she put sacarsm into that.. sob sob.

it rawkkkkkkkkkkkkkks. i duno when im going but tessa said she was getting me batam air. sob sob sob. ohya. i shall break the CUTEST joke of the century.

LITTLE TESSA slipper's got stolen. outside mx house. wow. okay okay. WHO WOULD STEAL SLIPPERS TELL ME? abit sad la.. but then.. seriously who steal one la.. its quiksilver but not that branded right.. though its new.. hmm. but its wad mx bought for tessa the bdae present how can steal.. but seriously its damn nice la. but nice also why must steal.. different size lo. even if same size u wear other ppl slippers also wont grosss out one meh. who's the stupid moron who stole the slipper.. im gonna slish slash and cook him or her in curry. with maggi mee.

seriously the person is damn moronic la. never think about how important this slipper is meh. WHO SO DUMB U TELL ME!!

okay. discussion over. i realised that its very hot.

HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT.

but bball still rawks.

the wind rawk too. at the playground.

ohya.. match of the week:

FA CUP FINALS

MANCHESTER UNITED VS ARSENAL

SATURDAY 21ST MAY 2004

9.00PM

im pinnnnnning my hopes on man u.. please please winn. i noe they wont let me down okayy.

somehow feel like ages since i ever blogg like thiss.

that's all folks.

TAA^

Saturday, May. 21, 2005
eeey. so here i am now. i've played neopets scrabble and monopoly. soon it will be warcraft? i dunno when my parents coming back den how to leave game. sigh.

got back results le. guess i have to be satisfied with it. was telling everyone such a BIG secret yea. i don even noe why do we have to study social studies. that propaganda. it doesnt even help us in our daily life la. wad damn source base. surely i wanna noe la. its not that i don read newspaper in fact i read every morning? why did i fail.

prolly everyone would say that the whole level did badly and i should not feel anything about it. why do we have to learn propaganda. textbook which is a propaganda. study got wad use? doesnt even promote free thinking at all. why bother learning such a subject.

i agree that i suck at humans. my views are bias. this is my blog. who cares. im just 1 freak stubborn girl who refuses to listen to anything. blegh. scream at me.

bball is a good way of relieving stress. but wad if u keep shooting and it cants go in. that pisses u off seriously. den you just wanna throw the ball seriousy. who cares to the ground, midair or to the net. it just wont listens. the ball just goes the opposite direction of whatever u wanna do. u just seem to lose control over it. and den u jus lose control of yourself and u get so frustrated. that's life-

nothing ever really goes your way in life. if it does i dont think you're living your life. ya living in someone else's life and that just aint right. like the word fear? like the feeling of fear? go jump down the building. u experience fear and knowing wads fear. try it-

im not in a mood of depression i repeat. im just deadly pissed. i duno why im pissed. maybe im mad.

//im off
Sunday, May. 29, 2005
okayy. does anyone here don't like my new blog template??

if you don like shoooooooooo.. i took 2 days to work on it. its so so so so so nice right? i took a long time to choose which song to put den i decided on this one cause it so so so rawks. and cause this template i made it. i decided not to change it for a period of time so everyone can admire it..

i hope u guys can hear the music though.. it really rawks.

so wassssssssup with this week in school. hmm. gort bac results le. believe i can do better one la cause never reach my target but i can always try harder for end of year ma. see so motivating la. i motivate myself x= yea yea. i am grounded from the 4th june to 17th june. if u wanna contact me to go out forget it man. but u can always drop by my house x) actually is can go out LITTLE BIT only but night cannot go out blah blah blah blah blah. reason: my parents going overseas. other den that u gort anithing wan ask me den ask me ba. i lazy to explain here. okay. feels like im talking to myself. x=

im gonna see fish. ta!


Sunday, May. 29, 2005
DELTA GOODREM LYRICS

"Almost Here"
(feat. Brian McFadden)

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
OSunday, May. 29, 2005h won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here


Monday, May. 30, 2005
here i amm. yea. back from a long long long dayy. went out with tessa n mx. okayy. so mx wore an oversized white OP shirt with shorts and black op slippers. wait. i think the shorts is op too. wahah. okayy. so tessa wore her black polo tee with jeans. and shoes. her converse shoes! i wanted to buy converse too! but i bought the pony brandd. its white and very light pinnk. lalala.

so wad did i wear. i wore this orange fila shirt with shorts and my new shoes. oh wait. it was so pain that i change to my purple slippers. yea. so tessa was fussing about us being in orchard with PURPLE slippers! wahhha. its purple i tell u. okayy. so we were in orchard in attire we can normally go to the beach or somethingg. bleghh.

so i went to apple shop to get the shuffle. yea its NOT mine. lolx. was carrying 250 bucks x= den later went to shaw. they FORCE me to watch movie la. its pretty funny la. monster in law. omg i watch like 2 movies in 5 days. wahaha. nowander im feeling pretty broke. okay. im not pretty broke. its already very broke. okay crap that. so after the show we went to shopppppp. okay. dang- my contact lens. smt crop up and i actually bought the contact lens box for 3 bucks. hey SURE THAT STOOOOPID SHOP OWNER NOT CHEATING MY MONEY LA. 3 BUCKS FOR A PLASTIC BOX WHICH IS SMALLER THAN YOUR PALM. the spects shop at far east plaza level 3. eeeey. don ever go dere. and i had to pay 10cents for entrance to the toilet. i paid 20 and she returned me 2 five cent coins. bleggggggh.

den later we walk ard. den go to hereen. den blah blah. den later went to buy some stuffs at mini toons and i bot this jigsaww. den later walk walk walk and went to centerpoint. dang on wad happen there. lol........

den i took a bus home and here i AM.

okayyy. call me a freak. i plan to finish my homework by the first week at least half of my homework la. i jus realised it is ALOT. so i think i better start. dang---

okayy. i have tuition later. and apparently i have no dinner yet. dang dang-

TA!

Tuesday, May. 31, 2005
just found this blogg song interestingg. wellx.

多 苦 都 願 意--金城武

一 天 一 句 我 愛 妳 會 不 會 夠
說 了 太 多 會 不 會 變 成 變 成 大 舌 頭
我 早 已 習 慣 妳 在 我 的 左 右
從 早 到 晚 不 斷 不 停 地 囉 哩 巴 嗦
不 知 不 覺 我 開 始 失 眠
坐 著 躺 著 總 是 覺 得 不 對
而 緣 份 總 是 那 麼 地 討 厭
總 拉 開 妳 我 之 間
讓 幸 福 美 滿 的 感 覺 有 危 險
有 誰 不 願 能 永 遠
人 在 天 邊
不 在 眼 前
而 夢 想 難 實 現
告 訴 我 ( 妳 )
是 否 一 樣 想 念 我
妳 是 否 等 著 我 　
請 別 再 懷 疑
我 做 的 所 有
天 塌 下 來 讓 我 頂 ( 請 讓 我 頂 )
我 的 愛 不 禁 被 妳 佔 領
多 苦 都 願 意
想 妳 的 時 候 覺 得 黑 夜 特 別 長
小 小 的 房 間 也 會 突 然 變 得 很 淒 涼
卻 發 現 聽 不 到 妳 的 聲 音 我 會
一 整 天 精 神 錯 亂
坐 立 難 安
打 電 話 給 妳 打 到 沒 錢
電 話 費 比 生 活 費 還 貴
救 救 我
別 再 讓 我 整 天 晚 上
躺 在 床 上 抱 枕 頭
我 痛 哭 流 涕 哭 到 眼 睛 腫
這 種 寂 寞 的 感 受
妳 懂 不 懂
快 給 溫 柔
別 讓 我 太 激 動
從 男 女 朋 友
變 成 老 公 老 婆
妳 是 否 依 然 愛 我
願 陪 妳 渡 過 青 春
直 到 滿 臉 皺 紋