Saturday, December 31, 2005
erms. hi. now its like officially the 31st? hmms. some kind of clearing up i should do before wells like the new year begin lahs. lols. i decided to leave all the past behind me okayys. go go go away xD
okayy.
THIS SHALL COMPLETE MY RESOLUTION. ahas.
5 things which makes 2005 complete.
+ guideration sec3s
+ 3h'05 -the DAOISTS- wonderful time spent pia-ing notice board xD
+ my clique
+ my bonding towards Anglican High School [the record-breaking hours spend in school in a day] the memories of danceworks. . . and ability to go school 7-days a week.
+ *still thinking*
5 Happy memories
# OUTSTANDING COLLARGE okay maybe it wasnt that happy.
# wonderful clique outings over the year: all the birthday celebrations xD
# i could do some successful layup this year. lalas. i said some x=
# when manchester united won chelsea in a match 1-0. please please. win arsenal this wednesday morning, though i don think i'll be watching.
# sec3 bonding camp. maybe.. + chiangmai trip i guess.
5 Sad memories
# handover 2005
# when i scored badly for some bloody physics test.there were many tests i scored badly especially chinese. sighs.
# the ceasefire. sighs. the cold war. ahhh. screams. luckily its over.
# when my ca2 got patheticly BAD. wells. it was really really really bad. and after i got back the results, it was english oral? daMN.
# -can't think lehs-
5 things i live to see next year.
# single-digit L1r5. i have been aiming for these right from the very beginning. ahas~
# i wan 3h to really bond lehs. my graduating class must bond...
# england winning world cup and manchester united winning premier league xDD
# a new handphone for ME xD
# shooting stars =))
lalas. okay with that i END MY YEAR.
im so excited. they are coming over to my house to watch TV the whole night. lols. good lucks sias. watch tv the hole nights. lala. hope it wld be fun. hope-
here i come 2006 =(
+HIGH HIGH^^ lols.
Friday, December 30, 2005
wah sians. meiyee tagged me. ahhhhhs ! screams. okay i shall do it since im so so so bored. i shall and will enjoy my last few days of holidays xDD
1. State whether your partner is a male or female.
Ans: Ehs abit obvious is male lahs can. i am not les yeas and i don go for gay guys too. wahas
2. Write down your 8 requirements of your ideal partner.
Ans:
`He must be able to make me laugh and s m i l e .
`Cannot smoke and take drugs if not i seriously will box him up. If i really love him THEN, i'll really forced him to QUIT if not it's really a total NO.
`My parents must like him and his parents must like me if not life would be terrible, really.
`Must be as wuliao as me to do really dumb stuffs like going to singapore river for the windd or travelling around singapore. lols.
`Can tolerate my singing xDD
`Able to tolerate my absolute crazy ideas.
`Must have chemistry together. lols. im sort of the crazy girl who believes it fate yeas. and gut feelings too.
`Always take initiative =)
lols. i think after saying all these nobody wants me le. lols. me and my crazy thinkings sias. WOWS.
3. Tag 8 other people and notify them that they're tagged.
i seriously duno who reads my blog.. YOU you YOU you YOU. aiya. whoever's reading this u are tagged cann. wahas.
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okay. there goes my crazy little post. dieows. lalas~ i cant play dota today cause my bro is bringing the laptop out of the house which means NO DOTA. lols.
Yesterday campfire was sort of okayy. the structure rocks. really. lols. im proud of falcon scouts strucutres. eh no. scafoldings. wadeva it's spelled. WAHAS. the fire was.. i duno. no comments. ahhhs. lightstick rawks. lols. im really sure i enjoyed the structure. lalas. they had so much confidence on it that they jumped. jumped and jumped. LOLX.
im outa here. zhenyan is coming my house. WAHAS. again. ta^
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
hmms. wellx. cant really lie to myself anymore. kinda had a failed holidays lahs. i can have the ability of staring into a computer screen and really doing nothing. why? shrinking myself into depression le? sighs. i hate this feeling. much as i tell myself to complete my homework, nothing seems to work out. i just sat and stare at something wells. uncontrolled by me but it just happened. really. everytime i get halfway into my plan, damn. you just have to spoil it. why. really. stop it lahs. someone is playing tricks on me. really x=
Monday, December 26, 2005
zZzz. if you ask me how was today, i only have one word: waited. ahhhs. im so tired of all these lahs. mmms. wonder why cant i just forget about all that crap and start doing my homework. it's really why i bother? haish. there goes the 'why's again. SIGH. screams. shouts. someone answer me. okay. i have decided to attempt to play another dota game before the match. bye for now. =((
Sunday, December 25, 2005
words really cant describe a feeling. okays. take it that you have to choose between a 3 carat diamond ring, or a brand new mercs. hmms. a 3 carat ring costs around 190,000. at least lahs. mercs maybe 200,000 or lesser. hmms. it's only 10,000 the difference. which one will u choose? yeas. sometimes money do matter. sometimes it does not. so what are the priorities?
that's just an example. nevermind if u didnt understand. couldnt be bothered i guess. somehow sometimes really don understand a human mind. how can it make you so high in a moment and later wells. so and so happens. why. i really wonder.
what if one day we are really given a chance to know the WHY to everything. would life really be better? i imagine where would i be if i knew the answers to all why questions. what really would happen. i guess.
i really dunno what i'm waiting for. is it really worth waiting for whatever that's waiting for. hmms. somehow seems like u are trying to catch wind. u get it? u can't catch wind. u take a plastic bag. what comes out is just air. not wind. sighs.
din noe something so small can really cause a big impact on something yea. imagine u throw a rock into a pond. den later the ripples. it's a big impact on the clearity of the water.
omg im getting negative and its so so so so so so NOT me. wells.
i dowanna be dota-addicted. school's starting i need to get serious on my work i guess.
some smart souls actually knew the password to my blog without me telling them. smart and cute souls. continue trying. if i change. =)
if i were to choose a number from 1 to 10 it would be 6. normally it would be 5. but today 6 is the number. christmas came and left with nothing much. and thanks i have tuition at 9 tmr.
tomorrow would be better i guess. reply me then. x=
Thursday, December 22, 2005
ahh. it was double and now it's triple mixed feelings. sigh =(it started yesterday. i was happy for a moment. wellxXx maybe it was TWO moments. ahhhs. im so so so so NOT talking about the first one. =)) but i'm glad it made me [s m i l e] =)den later the second thing was we realised zhicheng made xmas cards for us. hmms. okay la. the sad thing was someone told me he make for US. and it ended up being that he only made six =x =x =x =x =x talk about it also quite =( de lahs. haish. but im glad about his effort. let's put the six together and jumble dem up and split into 10. ahhh. we are a group right =)) so we must share. okays maybe im crazzy. but seriously dont u find him just plain sweet? i mean we only know him well the most 3 days. sat, sun and mon[when we saw him on the bike]. but it's really those little stuffs that he have done which really touches us.and i think that we should really go take neoprints and send back to him. but when will be the next time? wouldn't it be nice if really everyone goes and squeeze into the neoprint shop. i know comfirm can squeeze in de but can everyone go? i wish for a outing again soon kays =) wellx.really lah. but i imagine myself. thinking back on my actions back then when i first heard zhicheng made cards for us. it's like. double double HAPPY lahs. not that im really gaga over him or something but it's just just just just he's too gentlemen. nah. he's nicer den a gentlemen now. lol. then liuying tell me that he gave us his neoprint with his sister. den minxue was like.. if that girl was his girlfriend ahh. lols. no lah. thinking about it i don think i'll be jealous. lols. seriously he's too nice. and i'll get scared. lols. so its impossible okay. ahhs [smiles =)]well maybe there are many things which i can smile about but. sometimes cant control lah. if ur brain tells ur mouth to smile it just will. lol. u noe like those type of instant smile. maybe that's called blush. but i don think i blush that often yea. but sometimes when im feeling shy or something i will smile lehs. i duno whyy. ahh. i think im weird. it's like i will smile and keep my head down. lols. so like smiling to yourself. eeEK. aha. okay crazyy me.my internet is finally back on track. with a totally new modemn. lols. i think i already had 4 or 5 or even more modems since i had my internet connection back in primary 4 or 5 i think. when broadband first started yea. in my house there's a tendency to have your modemn getting spoiled now and then. sigh.okay. i have done my e maths the 2nd part homework ALL DONE. at last. and my english book report. im just doing book summary yea. so counted done. i waiting for my gao zi tmr. maybe im attempting to do my chinese jianbao tonight and hopefully social studies yeas.den i'll leave the rest till after christmas =))this year my christmas is kinda weird u noe. i just have the weird weird weird feelings yeas. i cant explain.im waiting for my m&m dispenser someONE. haish. where are you? `missing in action. sighs.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
mms. here i am again. suddenly im bored.
thinking back on all my empty promises. wells. surely i've kept them. im supposed to finish my homework in the month of november and WOWs. not even half done yet. thanks la. i havent even completed my beloved maths homework. not even half done and i DONT know how to do. maybe cant be bothered? wells.
watched a show on channel 62 just now. wells. yea it was a korean show. it's called love so divine. wells. i had feelings and comments for the show just now but as i type i cant rememeber any at all. wells. i still like the show my sassy girl. ahh. it totally rawks. i think i got a soft heart for korean movies. really touched me la some. wells. i wanna learn korean. it was supposed to come true in december and where have my december holidays gone. can u imagine 2 more weeks and my sec3 life is over?
`imagine: my last year in ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL. think about it really had mixed feelings. didnt really enjoyed my first year in AHS cause i kinda really missed primary school. was supposed to get transferred over to TKGS when i got back my posting cause wells most of my friends were in tkgs i guess. but really didnt regret my decision to stay in ahs. lols. actually i was lazy to go for appeal. ahh. dumman high didnt accept me. lols.
then why i choose guides ah. i primary school was in brownies. saw no other cca except guides. lols. crazy me wanted to join guides and guitar. den i was asking ard if it was possible. but in the end ended in guides and i never ever did regret my decision xD yepp yepp. suddenly looking forward to the next guides camp liaox xD okay maybe im crazy. ahas.
then next was my class 1e followed by 2e. 1e days really rawks cause we played bball everyDAY. can u imagine it? it's like every thursday we will play cause sch ends at 1.15 which was seriously early =)) then later we started playing twice a week and so on. i remember our first class outing @ escape theme park. it kinda rawk cause i think more den 20 ppl turned up. can u imagine? FIRST CLASS OUTING lehs. before that still got mr tam house during CNY. ahh ahh. im so missing 2e all of a sudden. i think there was another outing at east coast park with water bombs and cycling. eey. duno which one came first but i enjoyed both xD then came the sec1 chalet where we fried satay in the kitchen. wooah^ then came sec2 life. think we had a bbq and zimu house. that BBQ was quite a success. i think more den 30 ppl came. which mean only 6 ppl din come i think. den i remember the food and fun fair. eh wait sec1 still got ndp dance. den came subject combi dayy. den last day of school den class chalet. sec2 class chalet i enjoyed much lahs. maybe cause of majong part. i really like playing majong =)) and the 2% jolly shandy. ahas. i drank irish milk cream in the plane that day. enjoyed it =) then sec2 life ended. which was kinda sad?
den came sec3. it rushed past like a wind. i can still rmb the first day i in class with so many unfamiliar faces. maybe not so much lahs. den we had mrs lim as form teacher. at first thought she was pretty strict but later it ended up it not much as a hatred way but well it made us disciplined when she was around. lols. then i remember the CNY dance. ahhs. maybe i screwed up. wells. i cant dance =( then i rmb i went with clara to bugis. i duno why i keep remembering this. we ate long john breakfast. lols. then later came the tests and crap? oh den came danceworks. remembered the days and nights spent in school to complete the collarge and the cheer thinggy. wahas. those days were insane i tell you. imagine staying back EVERYDAY. almost i guess. then came sec3 bonding camp. was excited about it. but the feelings changed with the days which went by. wells. it didnt really bond much i guess =( den life went on. test test test test. sians. watched my mid year results deproved. my ca3 was the worse of the worse of the worse results i ever get. horrible nightmare. think i cried lehs =(( sadly. then i remember teacher's day i went back to TNS. didnt see many people though. went bowling after that i think. ya den i remember me being busy almost everyday of my life in sec3. had a class outing after 2.4 run. 2e class outing. bbq at marina. enjoyed maybe? i rmb i fall down 3 or 4 days before the run. horrible fall. and dumb one too. went to see the doc who did nothing. just checked if i had a blood clot in my head or smt. lols. then later the time ZOOMED passed. it was end of year. mugged like hell for the exams. but din really get good results lah. didnt met expectations for some. then the next thing which came next was chiangmai. had much memories yea. hoping these memories will last but somehow its like quite hard lahs. really wanna return back next year. can it be possibe? try^ i think my group really got bond lahs. already had group outing liaos. think about it quite funny. then came camp. ahh. okay it was just yesterday that we break camp. LOLS. taurus kinda rawk lahs. didnt noe they could become so high. they really met up to my expectations at the end of the camp =)) yays^ taurus wan4 shui4.
so that was my 3 years in anglican high school. high high. really enjoyed my stay lahs. i shall spend 1 year missing anglican high before im gone. so it wont be too sad right? okay crap.
this year really got many things that i've done which i really regretted or things which i should have done but i did not? means what can i really do yea? somehow really wish i can turn back time. many may disagree but i dont mind re-living me again. i wanna change many things which i have not done over the years. maybe many might ask why i dowanna move on.. wells. never really thought much lahs. for me the past hold more memories and this sounds wrong.
this is also the years which i think i cried. but most of the thing i dont think that it was wrong to cry and i think that it really was alright to cry. and i think that each time i cry there's really a reason to cry de. wells.
and suddenly this year also started thinking more on really more futuristic stuffs lah. like on my career path and all these. my ambitions have been everchanging and i guess its time to settle down on one fixed one bah.
this year really learn lots of stuffs but guess it's kinda impossible for me to write all down lahs. need to start working on my new year resolutions for next year and start thinking why and how i failed those made of next year. sighs. i failed my resolutions leh. had think about 12 but so far only completed like 4? lols. pathetic.
i think i need to seriously start getting serious on my work le. there's much to be done. im left with chinese, english, maths and SS. lols. i have only completed chem but i have a feeling that it's missing. i shall aim to finish my book report today with some help from the internet =)) and my chinese i shall aim to finish one book report by the end of next week. and my maths i shall do as much as my brain says i can =) i shall finish my english and reward myself with a dota game later. omg. why am i so strict on myself. lols. i think i prolly wont keep to all these that i say..
i think a S M I L E can really work miracles. so keep smiling =)
Friday, December 16, 2005
mm. camp ended. im tired but im lazy to go to sleep. lols. i tell you i would just knock out totally and wont wake up till the next morning but sigh. having tuition tmr at 930am. lols. half an hour later. yay.
im tired. im not sure if i want a dream tonight. sometimes TIME just kills everything lah and soon it will be GONE. lalas.
im so sad that there werent any stars AT ALL despite out 3 night stay there. boohoos. i wanna see stars stars stars and more stars.
rock climbing was really an experience. it's like on the wall sometimes will really wanna have determination to carry out lehs. its like will wanna keep trying and trying to the limit. okay lahs. i not say climb very high lah. but i really wanna go rock climbing again nextime. to test if i was better xD
mud pool was fun. just that we didnt get to stay inside. wells.
okay lah. late already i need to sleep le. i need my beauty sleep.
ahhhh.
s e a r c h i n g f o r s o m e t h i n g m i s s i n g . . . . . . . . . .
S M I L E
Monday, December 12, 2005
mmms. im having mixed feelings again. it's not everyday that i have mixed feelings. wells.
yea i came back from honkie yesterday. the pilot rawks can. landing was so smooth that my ears didnt get block which is pretty rare. i still ate a lolly on the plane. had no choice lahs my ears x= wells.
okays let me SCREAM. my bill is like $81. and wows. let me tell you how i used my phone.
i had two 5-min fone calls from my dad. incoming lahs my dad call.
i made 7 sms.
AND WOW ROAMING COSTS ME $45. thanks lahs. each sms is like 73 cents. wad the ? ! ! why the phone calls are so expensive? it's almost $20 for each phone call i made lah. so its like $4 a min? CRAZY ! !
okay nvm. forget about it. sighs.
okay so how was honkie. mmms. quite a fruitful trip lahs. shop shop visit places and blahs.
day one wednesday 7th dec
`the plane got delayed an hour cause of a sick passenger who needed to get off
`met my dad at hk airport den sat airport express back to hotel. [guang dong hotel]
`went to the convention centre which was really huge lahs. saw the golden flower and a structure.
`went to take the MTR to some shopping area at central. den we ended up on this mid level escalators which was a world record or something. we went all the way up up up up and up. the govt is quite nice to build them escalators. it was really high lahs. and went up. all the way to the top.
`we took a cab to the peak tram. and went up. the tram to the peak.
`scenary rawks up there. not lying. ahs. it was too nice. just that it didnt look nice in the camera. dahwells.
`went to the shopping centre. ate delifrance. expensive. wells.
`went back to the tram station. took a open-top bus to central mtr. the xmas lightings kinda rawks. w00ts.
`den we decided to go mongkok to shop shop shop. din buy much there. it was crowded.
`went back to hotel.
day Two thursday 8th
`woke up. ate dimsum for breakfast. the place suck cause people smoked.in a concealed area. sighs.
`took train to lantau island. took a 1 hr bus ride to see the big big buddha.
`had veg lunch which came with the ticket.
`took a one hour bus ride back. shop at the area. den my dad went off to meet his friends.
`me and my mum shopped at a mall. den went to IFCmall. wows. went into those branded shops. lols. i was so tempted to enter the louis vuitton shop. but in the end didnt. went inside zara and mango. saw the damn nice jacket at zara. but seriously wont get any chance to wear in sg. ate macs. was CHEAP. really. ate this black pepper foldover. rawks =)
`went to shop somemore at tsimtsachui. i forgot what i bought. den went back to hotel.
day Three friday 9th
`woke up ate cake for breakfast. mango sponge cake really nice. went to DISNEYLAND. erm. outside. lols. cant be bothered to pay $60 and wait for 2 hours for each ride. wells. the train was like WOWS. the window was like shaped of mickey's head. ahhas. and the seats were like couches. woot. i swear im going there again. with my friends yea. my mum said 3 years later. lols.
`after that took the railway to shenzhen. shop shop shop. lazy to say lahs. lols.
I WILL CONTINUE WHEN I RETURN FROM CAMP =)
13th to 16th. u noe what's the worse thing that comes after camp? i have tuition on friday night at 730pm and saturday morning at 9am. MATHS. sighs. he wan ask to revise differentiation. which me good luck mans. do i look like the sort who revises when there's no exam or test?
i need to go and pack le.
pack pack pack.
my beloved sleeping bag =) so remind me of chiangmai x= under the stars. Woot.
seeya everyone. dont miss me too much =)
i'll be home for christmas.
S M I L E
Monday, December 05, 2005
AH AH AH ! i forgot to post my christmas list. lols. suddenly remembered while reading meiyee's blog. lols. MY CHRISTMAS LIST. reminds me of simple plan's song. lols. come come my christmas LIST starts right now.
I. someone to SMILE at ME =)
II. complete my HOLIDAY HOMEWORK
III. not going for maths tuition and not getting scolded [IMPOSSIBLE ! !]
IV. wanna have a wonderful christmas
V. want to complete at least half of my 2004 resolutions which is totally impossible. sighx.
now here comes the buyable stuffs xD
VI. kiki and lala the SOMETHING
VII. M&Ms dispenser *hints to someONE*
VIII. a nice belt.
IX. a chanel bag [when im older la DUR]
X. a really nice notebook. must be thick thick one. for next year to write hw + song lyrics + put photos + crap =)
XI. new sling bag [think im buying in honkie hopefully]
XII. mayday or jay chou album xD (no idea why im crazy over mayday all of the sudden. maybe after the zhizu song i guess.. lols.)
XIII. jay chou poster. ahhh. he's gonna fill my wall up xDD
XIV. a new handphone with a great camera =) ahh. remind me today i took a photo of the airplane. take at paya lebar there. so chio lah i tell u the plane. i still havent try to take a photo of f-16 yet. i shall try at next year NDP. hope i wont be too slow yea.. i must get a camera with a better shutter speed.. wells. lols.
XV. memories of geisha the book. lend me also can. i only want read.
XVI. ticket back to chiangmai village. lols. i wan sit helicopter back. think the church outside the carpack got enough space for helicopter landing. lols. sounded so impossible lehs.
XVII. *thinking*
XVIII. *thinking*
XIX. *thinking*
XX. *THINING..*
ahhs. now those are my wishes. and most of them sound impossible but its abit scary if people give u the same things. but it will be EXCITEMENT CAN. i seriously totally enjoyed
ahhs. i just got the song 被风吹过的夏天 by JJ. didnt really remember what it sounded like but in chiangmai they keep saying about it and OMG IT RAWKS. JJ's voice is so so so smooth la. the girl one also. suddenly why i hear all the song all so nice to me. ahhs. suddenly i rmb the jiu shi wo song at the saturday soka thingg. lols. the person sing ah. sing nice la but den the ending ah. LOLS. okay nvm. no comments if not later i get hooted. ahhhs ! now already winter coming still wad summer time ah. lols. suddenly i miss a1. sigh. where has ben go to.
i tell u ah. takeshi kaneshiro really looks very nice leh. really. u go see his picture. wah its really really really chaoji shuai lahs. he has sparkling eyes can. lols. i think i exaggerated abit lahs. but really leh. u look at him like he zai dian4 ni or something lors. but sadly la today LIFE paper like say bad things about him. he's got an attitude only mahs. wellx.
suddenly fell in <3 with this song.
我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞
ohya. i got my pokemon silver & gold guidebook today. some kind soul lend me xDD yays^
i get out of the messy stoopid ice thing le. now must continue. OMG. I JUS REMEMBER THAT I DIN SAVE THEN MY GAMEBOY NO BATT. ARGH SCREAMS. why why WHY. but nvms i got my guidebook to help me with every single move. yays ! im gonna complete pokedex i tell you. can u imagine a girl of FIFTEEN playing pokemon. lols. sounds dumb but i dono why im playing it too x= and not doing my homework. OMG IM SUCH A SLACKER. ahhs.
i shall blog longer since i'll be gone for like so freakking long. ahhs. shop shop SHOP and more SHOPPING. lols. i can practice my bargaining SKILLS can.
五月天-恋爱ing
陪你熬夜聊天到爆肝也没关系
陪你逛街逛成扁平足也没关系
超感谢你让我重生整个o r z
让我重新认识 love
(l o v e! l o v e!)
恋爱i n g happy i n g
心情就像是坐上一台喷射机
恋爱i n g 改变 i n g
改变了黄昏黎明
有你都心跳到不行
你是空气但是好闻胜过了空气
你是阳光但是却能照进半夜里
水能载舟也能煮粥喂饱了生命
你就是维他命l o v e
未来某年某月某日某时某分某秒
某人某地某种永远的心情
不会忘记此刻l o v e
l o v e! l o v e!
黄昏黎明整个到恋爱i n g
this song its very cute can. outside POST centre today den heard the ad of a hp den it was this song den me and jiahui started screaming we like the song. ahhs. suddenly im in love with mayday and JJ. lols. jay chou seems missing. ahhs. wait till i buy his album. i tell u i can listen for 24hours none stop one lahs. i will record the whole album in my mind and den replay it.. AHHS. hopefully i can find mayday album in hong kong. i think im getting it. the songs totally rawks. but i think the thing bad about it right. is they don really look that nice lahs. they are okay looking la but don have the shuai shuai face lahs. but den they sing nice can le cause i will still like them. lols. i go for talent not for looks and i like JAY CHOU FOR HIS TALENT. not looks. so dont get mistaken everyone okay.
i really think i should blog longer. ahhs. okay lahs. in other words im pretty bored okay very. i havent played a single game of dota at all lahs today. surely wont deprove one lors x= yesterday i play the water element that person untill i die like hell. wad morph until life 495 only. lols. how to win. melee vs melee TINY. how to win. he whack me 5 times i die le. ahhs. den i anyhow buy items. lols. hackk.
i think im gonna sleep like 2 or 3 am today lahs. slept like 3 hours in the afternoon. tmr prolly in plane wont sleep one. will be watching movies. but so sad. think flight only 4 hours den also duno can watch what lors. mms. i prolly be playing pokemon tmr bah. hopefully it doenst pangseh me and gg lahs if not i really faints.
i think i go pack my stuffs le lahs. got few more hours. lols. think i'll be back later. maybe i'll post again? wells.
take care everyone okayys. till then ^ tata.
okayy. im back. lols. slept at 2am yesterday but seem a lil energetic now. u noe last night when i went to sleep. i was wondering why i couldnt get to sleep at like WOWS 2am. den i remembered i fell asleep in the afternoon while waiting for my bro to complete his wc game so i can play dota. wah sians den later suddenly i get very pro cause of 2 kind souls at home telling me what to do nia xD lalas. den i random. was bone den was tiny. wooo. tiny is so cute can. keep evolving. lalas~ i wonder what shall i choose nextime. duno leh. wanna practice my maiden. ahhs. i think im crazy.
I NEED HELP IN POKEMON SILVER. SOMEONE HELP ME. i cant get through the icy cave. stuck stuck STUCK. HELP ME!!! anyone hear that?
im leaving on wednesday morning. FAREWELL~ i havent and don feel lyke packing. i wanna go there empty handed and SHOP FOR EVERYTHING THERE. i am mad. how cold can it gets. shivers shivers. ahhs.
i tell u the photos rawks and it rawks and everyone's gonna be so jealous cause i have it in my hands and its MY decision on whether to give. ahas. lols. imagine me having 10 of the same photos. i can create photo mosaic on my WALL CAN. SO CHIO LA I TELL YOU. lalas~
today its 4th december. erm.its 5th december le i guess since its past 12midnight. wells. my holidays has past so fast and soon it's just gone. mmms. looking back on this year its really like nothing much leh. lol. i just realised i wasted my sec3 life. sec3 life is b o r i n g . . . ha i noe many people disagree with me lah. wells.
memories this year:
`cny dance 2005
`danceworks 2005
`sec3 bonding camp
`3h bbq in june
`2e class outing in august
`tests tests and more tests
`examinations = sians
`CHIANGMAI 2005
`guides guides and GUIDES =)
let me see, what about last year.. how 2e rawks xD, food and fun fair, racial harmony, basketball, bowling, numerous 2e outings xD, class chalet, so so so so so many. those fun we had. post exams activities and how they rawk. i really don don don don mind going back to sec2 again. homec and dnt xD and ART. lalas. so fun can. sec3 just pass by me in a BLINK of an eye. whywhyWHY so fast. where's my life man secTHREE.
maybe im crazy la but its true that i have 4 times a week tuition =) and this will carry on till sec4. and i kinda already make up my mind le. im not going to JC yea. so im gonna PIA for O levels and get a very good cert and go to poly =) im taking business ad yea. or something like tourism blah blah. or casino management. i've chosen my career path =) hopefully it doesnt change lah. wells.
i think i really did not enjoy my sec3 life much lah and kinda regretful lahs. its like think about it NEXT YEAR? what do i have man? study for 5 months den prelims den mug for 3 more months den O LEVELS. and WOWS IM OUTA AHS. so so so fast.
i need something which makes me smile now. where is it? sighh. i don think i'll get to see it except in my dreams. but i dowanna dream anymore. howw. make me smile. it's just so simple.
mms. i think im either going to singapore poly or temasek poly. was checking out the stuffs there just now.. they have what i wan i guess. mm. maybe singapore poly better. cause they can decide where i wanna branch out to in 2nd year onwards. but if i go tp den must choose if i wan tourism or just business. seriously currently now i wanna try for tourism yea. i dowanna work in a bank. ha. i think i want an exciting job nextime. really =) i want a job filled with excitement and uncertainties. this is what will make my life exciting and that's exactly what im looking for. maybe im crazy.
think about it, juz the starting of this year. i was so so so excited over JCs and the CCAs the provide. lols. if im goin tjc i will join astronomy and entrepurener. ahhh. vjc leh? lols. no hope of getting in and seriously i dowanna get in there. lols. they say tjc is more homely. ahhh. sians of all the jcs. i'll stick to my poly for time being xD and forever i hope.
i guess im just too realistic on somethings? wells. im an analyzer. it's my weak and strong point you see. wells. lol. i think about my past ambitions and they sounded stoopid to me. wanted to be a stockbroker so i can make my first million below 30 and get married. ahhh. i think im really mad. i thought of a crazy idea lastime. i need to have at least $100,000 savings before i get married. is it too little? lols. I THINK IM CRAZY. those are one of the crazy little ideas i think about when im bored and have nothing to do. just like a moron staring at a computer screen x= i will get married below 30 provided someone wants me. lols. cranky ideas aint it? i wan 2 kids. 1 older bro and 1 young sis. den they either be 1 to 3 years apart. lols. den maybe can consider having another younger sis maybe 2 years apart? omg i think im really crazy. why am i thinking so much of the future. lols. is there even one for ME. ahhh ! i remember that time at TM we were talking about weddings and blahs. so i was saying if can i hold a wedding at hawaii den i videocam back. book a conference room in singapore and all my singaporean khakis to watch. lols. den i don have to spend $$ on their ticket to hawaii to watch my wedding. ahhs. cheapskate right. lols. seriously JK okay. i wanna live in punggol nextime. it's either punggol or marina south. one of the condos the overlooks sentosa. i duno why sentosa but sentosa. lols.
i think i shall end here. need to go airport tmr. ahhh. nights everyone xD
Thursday, December 01, 2005
hello everyone =x
can go play neopets le. ahh. collect free gifts. somehow i don feel or cant be bothered to play with neopets anymore. mmm. went for chiangmai group outing. but sadly harris din come la. so left 9 people. den we meet at kembangan. i so dua pai right people come find me. lols. jkjk. it's just for convenience sake xDD guess what. i time zun zun that i reach the MRT up the platform it was 10am exactly according to my handphone =) so later we took the long long train ride to jurong east. was reading my chinese book but nothing seems to get in? and listening to music too. so later we stand. den we sit den later reach le. mmm. den ate L ong John SilverS. mmm. den later went to ice skate. it's like we got 9 people den we met a group of 3 there who happen to need 1 of us. cause u noe the four people thinggy and yea. jiu shi zhe yang lor. den liddat la. so we went to skate skate skate. mmm. nothing's really interesting about the skating part just that ahh. i malu myself la. scream scream shout shout x= but really freak mah. this is like my THRID time skating lah in my whole entire DEAR life. ahhs. but abit happy with my results today le lah. though skate also don dare go fast fast. also slow slow one. but got alort improvement since the previous time. so its like when we go there not alot of people but den slowly more and more and MORE and MORE people. sians. den later the fun part is we started making iceballs. ahhh. and smashing it at suitable TARGETS xD lalala. den later ahh. haish. our aiming sometimes not good one mah. so its like.. hit until other people lah. but so cool la imagine we really ice fight. whee^ so fun right. okay maybe im mad. den after skating nothing much le lah. i fell twice today. mmm. butt hurt hurt but now its okay le =) charlene tried to teach me backskate but somehow seems impossible for me. lols. i don have the confidence to let myself free mah. really scared of falling. ahh. okay den time time time went by and we left. we saw ms hafiza there =) yea den we went to play arcade. guess what. i spent like $0 at arcade lah. tell myself must control my moneyy. ahh. i really seriously BROKE le lah. no need to say ahh. i counted le. i need to survive on like so many more days of the month. still must buy christmas present lehh. ahhh. this year i set aside lesser money den last year x= wellx. i also duno why i spend money so fast this year. it's like LESS shoping and LESS movies. okay la. maybe mostly was spent on FOOD. lols. but i don think so. x= mm. i need to control my money spentage le. wells wells. daH WELL. sigh.
okay so here am i back home. wanna confess something. i had a dream last night. and my dream din come true. sigh. i decided that i shall not wish to have any more dreams anymore. cause my dreams never come true. so if i dream of something good, it will never ever happen =x sad sad life right. haish. no more dreams from me le. somehow really wish i dowanna dream of any more happy stuffs anymore. they will never come true. wells. HAISH. now feeling so guilty x= ohyaa. can u imagine ME playing pokemon gameboy in a crowded MRT. the lamest part was me trying to trade pokemon. wahh. at last. my machop machap machoke wadeva finally evolve ^^ lalala ~ cant be more happy then happy xDD yay. mmm. if really my game data base erase ah. i decided that i wont play anymore. cant be bothered. lols. i don have patience sia. mmm. IF IF IF IF my database destroyed right. ahhHHH. im buying a new game to play x= i want my Premiere Manager duno wad year one NEW NEW NEW NEW one. someone LEND ME! ! ! mmm. and i'll spend my time doing HOMEWORK and researching on man utd. so proud of them. won 3-1 yesteday. i noe ronaldo, saha and o'shea scored. where's my rooney. he din play. lols. nah. rooney's not mine. ronaldo is xD lalalas.
maybe it's time to move on with my life. i think it is x=
ONE more day. that's my final dateline. ==
