Monday, December 05, 2005
today its 4th december. erm.its 5th december le i guess since its past 12midnight. wells. my holidays has past so fast and soon it's just gone. mmms. looking back on this year its really like nothing much leh. lol. i just realised i wasted my sec3 life. sec3 life is b o r i n g . . . ha i noe many people disagree with me lah. wells.
memories this year:
`cny dance 2005
`danceworks 2005
`sec3 bonding camp
`3h bbq in june
`2e class outing in august
`tests tests and more tests
`examinations = sians
`CHIANGMAI 2005
`guides guides and GUIDES =)
let me see, what about last year.. how 2e rawks xD, food and fun fair, racial harmony, basketball, bowling, numerous 2e outings xD, class chalet, so so so so so many. those fun we had. post exams activities and how they rawk. i really don don don don mind going back to sec2 again. homec and dnt xD and ART. lalas. so fun can. sec3 just pass by me in a BLINK of an eye. whywhyWHY so fast. where's my life man secTHREE.
maybe im crazy la but its true that i have 4 times a week tuition =) and this will carry on till sec4. and i kinda already make up my mind le. im not going to JC yea. so im gonna PIA for O levels and get a very good cert and go to poly =) im taking business ad yea. or something like tourism blah blah. or casino management. i've chosen my career path =) hopefully it doesnt change lah. wells.
i think i really did not enjoy my sec3 life much lah and kinda regretful lahs. its like think about it NEXT YEAR? what do i have man? study for 5 months den prelims den mug for 3 more months den O LEVELS. and WOWS IM OUTA AHS. so so so fast.
i need something which makes me smile now. where is it? sighh. i don think i'll get to see it except in my dreams. but i dowanna dream anymore. howw. make me smile. it's just so simple.
mms. i think im either going to singapore poly or temasek poly. was checking out the stuffs there just now.. they have what i wan i guess. mm. maybe singapore poly better. cause they can decide where i wanna branch out to in 2nd year onwards. but if i go tp den must choose if i wan tourism or just business. seriously currently now i wanna try for tourism yea. i dowanna work in a bank. ha. i think i want an exciting job nextime. really =) i want a job filled with excitement and uncertainties. this is what will make my life exciting and that's exactly what im looking for. maybe im crazy.
think about it, juz the starting of this year. i was so so so excited over JCs and the CCAs the provide. lols. if im goin tjc i will join astronomy and entrepurener. ahhh. vjc leh? lols. no hope of getting in and seriously i dowanna get in there. lols. they say tjc is more homely. ahhh. sians of all the jcs. i'll stick to my poly for time being xD and forever i hope.
i guess im just too realistic on somethings? wells. im an analyzer. it's my weak and strong point you see. wells. lol. i think about my past ambitions and they sounded stoopid to me. wanted to be a stockbroker so i can make my first million below 30 and get married. ahhh. i think im really mad. i thought of a crazy idea lastime. i need to have at least $100,000 savings before i get married. is it too little? lols. I THINK IM CRAZY. those are one of the crazy little ideas i think about when im bored and have nothing to do. just like a moron staring at a computer screen x= i will get married below 30 provided someone wants me. lols. cranky ideas aint it? i wan 2 kids. 1 older bro and 1 young sis. den they either be 1 to 3 years apart. lols. den maybe can consider having another younger sis maybe 2 years apart? omg i think im really crazy. why am i thinking so much of the future. lols. is there even one for ME. ahhh ! i remember that time at TM we were talking about weddings and blahs. so i was saying if can i hold a wedding at hawaii den i videocam back. book a conference room in singapore and all my singaporean khakis to watch. lols. den i don have to spend $$ on their ticket to hawaii to watch my wedding. ahhs. cheapskate right. lols. seriously JK okay. i wanna live in punggol nextime. it's either punggol or marina south. one of the condos the overlooks sentosa. i duno why sentosa but sentosa. lols.
i think i shall end here. need to go airport tmr. ahhh. nights everyone xD
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Monday, December 05, 2005
