this is one of my worse april fool ever. okay maybe nort. sec one we were ALL at home enjoying the break from SARS. sobs sobs. last year was amusing with 2e. wellx. im in 3h now. gone with the past-

tmr gonna play bball in the early morning. though nort that early as the lastime. that was moronic. i woke up 6.30 on a sunday morning to leave house at 7.10 just to "play" bball huh. gone were the days too. tmr playing with ex-classmates i think and most of them have cca at nine. yeppx. den going ASC den campfire. wootz. excited liaox. ha. maybe nort that. my mood now so weird. now so downn.

Time.. i've been passing time watching trains go by.. all of my life, lying on the sand watching seabirds fly.. wishing there could be someone ,waiting home for me..

suddenly this song was just in my headd. wellx. it has a meaning to it but i just havent found it out yet. there's meaning to everything and the point is whether u can or cannort find the answer to it.

wellx. sometimes. what are memories to us? just that little reminder that something had occured? or is there something more to it? the little wish or desire u want and wish to go through the event all over again. and u would die a million times to live all over again. but that will never happen. so why are there memories? it's the thing we wanna keep as it become the bits and pieces which make your life complete. u donwanna look back 70 years later and realised that i was nothing but just an unscrambled jigsaw puzzle. no u will never want it to be this way.

why am i moody. wellx. sobs.

ta.ta.

Saturday, Apr. 02, 2005
im boredd// went to school. it was raining.. i woke up at 6.59 todae. as set on my alarmm. den i wanted to go back to sleep. im tired! slept at 12.15+ yesterdaee night. which is nort a very good thing to do.

ate breakfast and went out of the house. the sky looked dark. cloudy. scary. and worse of all cold. walk to the bustop. its cold alright. went into the bus. den later on the journey to school it started raining. damn i tell myself. i wanna play bball. why the hell is there rain. i took out my umbrella. and the rain gort heavier. i walk walk walk. den met jason and clara. den walkk up the school staircase. den suddenly see one scout running. it was zimu. lol. he no umbrella. den later walk up the stairs. dance was in airconhall. saw chuchu. den later went stadium and rot. look at the NCC's playing bball. why are they training. damn. den gort dat cher dere also. we wanna play bbalL! look at the damnit rain. den later we jus sat dere. den tessa and mx came. den addy. we still set dere. hoping that the NCC's will go away. dey having training. x= den later mx and tes go play bball at the corridor outside stadium. den suddenly chu came running to us say gort ball trouble. i went out and see. minxue n tessa was in the rain. the ball rolled to behind water cooler dere. damn. i ran down. the rain was extremely heavy. damn. i was wearing white. damn. den minxue took the ball and get back out. how drench was i by then. maybe she was wetter. but she was wearing blacK! den later we went back to the stadium and sit. den later the guitar peeps need to go for guitar. den jason also disappeared. so we went to canteen. do phys and mx reading the papers. den later left. went to check the court. the NCC's still dere. damn. so me n mx go outdoor court play. sucks big time with the rain. now having abit of headache. damn!

going off soon. hope im nort late. its at 2. i have 2 hours. i think im wearing my guides uniform. too mafan liaox. need to bring too many stuffs to school i guess. wellx. ta.

im bored. moody and sian. going off for now.

//most enthu award..

//anglican high school.

//wootz. i predict the future.

Saturday, Apr. 02, 2005
//back from cch campfire le. no comments bout it ba.. just felt that Anglican high should deserve most enthu.. and it went to damai.. why why why why!

//the scouts were quite enthu hoping aroundd and jumping lyke mad froggies. green! greenies! haa. froggayyy! okay okay im madd. just amused by the colour green okay.

//why why why we dint winn. i shouted. scream. cheered. tried to be enthu. haa. we can always try harder nextime..

//telling myself to chill. okay. done. smile =)

//physics test howw. im slacking and i refused to movee.

//bored.

//gone.

Monday, Apr. 04, 2005
heyya. i promised i'll blogg so here i amm. sch ended and its four plus and here i am home.

physics test was total horrid. had physics last min tuition at 12.30am with my brilliant brother who used yes a GREEN TEA bottle to teachh. *winks* with a pencil. wahaha. the center of gravity.. wootx. wink wink! i screwed up physics in all the theoryy part AT FIRST i thought. then. after the test. i realised i make a damn idiotic careless mistake. accleration was zero. its lyke the SECOND time liaox lorx. why i so damnit careless! haish. den that question duno how manny marks gone.. i failed the theoryy part. so was the xplanation. i drew to explain. prolly wont give me the marks i guess. prayying hard right now. i've predicted i will get a single digit. end of storry.

den sch went on as usual i guess. den went to 85 to eat lunch with tess and mx.. den took buss home. okay fine i took two buses home. nobodii wanna walk with me to ther other bustopp. who so lazzzy ar? luffs. den walk walk walk walk. here i am home. tada!!

bacc to my main topicc. wellx. yesterday i watched 2 movies ba.. on tv la dur. first one was a vcd at my cousin house.. it was spirited awayy. its already the third time i have been watching it le.. surprised that i still have feelings for that showw. wellx. basically its aboutr Chihiro.. okay.. i copied the below partt.

Through the tunnel,
There was a town of wonder.
It was an inconceivable place,
Where inconceivable things happened.

A world existed right next to the humans' world,
A world humans could never see.

Local gods and various lesser deities,
Goblins and monsters.
It was a hot springs town,
Where old gods came to heal their illness and wounds.

10 year-old Chihiro wanders into this world,
Where humans shouldn't enter.

Chihiro can only survive in this world if she accepts two conditions:
To work for Yu-baaba, an avaricious witch
Who rules the huge bath house at the center of the town.
And to be deprived of her name and become a non-human.

Chihiro lost her name, and began working under her new name, Sen.

In the town of surprise and wonder, Chihiro comes to know
A huge sense of helplessness... and a small amount of hope.

However, in this difficult world, she discovers many things,
And Chihiro becomes more lively than she ever was.

Kamajii, the boiler keeper with his rich life experience.
Rin, who teaches Chihiro the work at the bath house.
Susuwatari, who carry coal.
Bou, the son of Yu-baaba.
The god of the river, a refugee from the human's world, who is covered with trash and sludge.
Kaonashi, the masked man.
Zeniiba, the twin sister of Yu-baaba.

Unimaginable things keep happening.

Chihiro's sleeping "power to live"
Has gradually begun to awaken.

And Chihiro meets Haku, a handsome but mysterious boy.

The encounter of a boy and a girl, tied together by a promise.
With awakening memories,
They understand and help each other.

Can Chihiro take her name back,
And return to the humans' world....?

yepp. that's bout all for the intro.. hmm. basically the part which touch me was really her courage.. well. about the no face ghost. she showed her kindness towards him.. and he returned her with love. but in the badd wayy. but it still helped her i guess. just found it amazingg that a ghost would actually help a small girl. yeppx. he would just do anithing to make the girl happy or help her in every single wayy. think that he's quite brave. but i guess all he's seeking in the end was friendship but nobody else offered him except chihiro. her pureness and innocent brought her such a loyyal friend. wellx. the 2nd character in the storyy i found one of the most important is haku.




he was that draggon. he helped chihiro.. one of the main characters i guess.. and when a spell was casted on him. and it was like said that only love can breakk the spell. and it was lyke awww. so sweet.. haa. the last parrt when chihiro rememberd haku's name.. omg.. i lurve that part on how they fall to earthh. wellx.. that's all about the storyy i guess. hmm. 1 ghost 1 human can also like each otherr. wellx. it's all in the acts of kindness that one does. and get repaid in return? wellx. yeppx. how sweeet. but all these is in the realistic cartoons but nort in real life.. there i go again. sadistic me. wellx.

the second movie i wanna talk about is turn left turn rightt. wellx. i've been lyke wanting to watch it for lyke so long but din get the chance too and channel U last night was watchint it ba.. wellx. i shall copy the plot. cannot find suitable one.. lolx. im typing it myself.

wellx. the story revolves on this guyy who plays the violin and this girl who is i think a translator? wellx. both of them met before 13 years back in a school trip to some place i dunno where. and the guy falls for the girl but did nort have the courage to tell her yet. and in the end of the tripp. the girl had the courage to ask for his number.. both were very overjoyed and the next moment. the girl went down the trainn and she forgot her her bagg. and the train leftt. and so for thirteen years she could not contact himm. he waited and waited.. despit all these years.. they remembered each other by the number they had on their uniform. 763092 and 784533. wellx. its nort easy to kip 6 numbers in your head for thirteen years. wellx. they managed to. so when thirteen years later theyy met and gort along so well. and it was love at first sight for the second tyme. and then they so get alongg till it started to rainn. they exchanged numbers. den it so so so happen that their numbers gort smudged by the rainn. so many days and weeks went past and soon each of them found people who like them. however it was lyke a one way relationshipp. both of them rejected the other two cause they "xin li yi jing you dui fang" yeppx. den later each of them received photos. and in these photos most of the time. both of them were seenn. through the crowd and everythingg. they were seen somewhere stuck there but never did their eyes met. it's kinda saddening for u to find out that someone was there beside u all along but destiny was just playing a fool on you and keeping two person apart. in the end both of them had thier successful carreer and were to leave. den dey decided to call and inform their friend who had actually given each other's number. it's kinda complicating this part yea. u gotta watch it yourself.



yeppx. den in the end there was this earthquake which broke downn the wall between them. they were neighbours of the same block but were accessed on 2 seperate starcase.. wellx.

moral of the storyy. u can have fate but destiny keeps two person apart.. seriously. how long can u wait. 13 years? 26? or even 39? or forever- and what if it became a never. how sad and upset can one get.. u'll never know if fate and destiny will ever be playing on you one dayy. wellx. wad if there's really someone there who had fate with you all along but u 2 never met at all. sad as it can be. you will never knoww. someone really ask me the dumbest question last night.. wad if this was reality. maybe it's nort that dumb but can things like this really occur? sometimes it's really hard to belive but you'll never know till it happens.

wellx. don't really know why i have so much to say on this thingg. but i guess it's really meaningful this storry. but somehow it doesnt really teach us anything. to wait or move on? you can never predict the future and what will happen. den what can u do? wellx.. i don't really have anithing more to say on this movie.. but i still love it except someone who message me on one of the saddest part of the movie when that tear was gonna drop outt. thanks for saving that drop of water. dots.

wellx. my brother is screaming. he's in need of the computer.

aRRGH~

i hate physics and never will lyke it.

i guess i'm off.

ta^

i hope for those whose mood aint that good to be better k.. hmm. why must people be moody and have mood swings. wad will happen if the world was filled with only happiness and happy and happiness. i dowanna see sadness in the world. kick them all away--- please? hmmz. hope you're feeling better. hope the person comforting u will feel better.

^night.

Wednesday, Apr. 06, 2005
I Don't Want to Know - 陈伟

海便成围墙 阻隔你和我 蓝色的天空 只剩下忧愁
我就像搁浅的帆船 等待着风 等待你失约的笑容

我的心事只有你懂 想一秒钟就波涛汹涌

I Don't Want To Know 失去你有多痛
我只愿为你存在 就算这世界说我错错 no no no
I Don't Want To Know 我不再对谁伸出我的双手
因为你留给我一个未完的梦
I Don't Want To Know 你寂寞的时候
当你闭上你的双眼 我就会在你左右

我们从不曾分手 不必谁来告诉我
心理的围墙 一直 跟着走 一样的天空 也关不住我
我把希望都寄托在 你的宽容 还有你温柔的笑容

我的心事只有你最懂 想一秒钟就波涛汹涌
I Don't Want To Know失去你有多痛 我只愿为你存在
就算这世界说我错错 no no no
I Don't Want To Know 我不再对谁伸出我的双手

心会累 心会碎 可是心更怕后悔 我不要完美
只要能给你我的一切 错过谁
我都没有动摇一点点的感觉 只要你的安慰

身边 - 许绍洋

爱是心理一个结 不是谁都可以解
无缘的人多么尽力还是流泪
当对的人出现 交换了体谅的一眼
重重心事开了不再有纠结
你是我的海角乐园 给我另一片世界
都市丛林拥挤压抑就看天边
我们因为误解 倔强的忍着痛告别
思念想躲却被后悔给发觉

爱你 想你 确定不在乎一切
只要 有你 平凡也变特别
我们曾追求美梦各自走的太远
却不曾习惯没你在身边

当我们终 于坦白将心摆在彼此面前
迷路的爱回到身边

<>遗失的美好 - 张韶涵

海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟辛福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到

Journey - 张韶涵/徐婕儿

It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

who would bother to read the lyrics of all these song word by word and absorb each word. i lurve this show. especially the songs. wellx.

Friday, Apr. 08, 2005
hey hey. hihi.

yes im CRAZYYYY! since there's only ONE more month to the exams so now i shall start planning the exam time table! the exam will start on 9 may and ends on 18 may. wait wait. 9 mayyy is a.. monday.. how sweet. let's count the number of days left. today is friday. okay dont count today. from tmr onwards. i have 4 weeks and 2 days left to exams. which makes it 30 days. and it's like EXACTLY? wow.

im not gonna screw up my midyear this year. i am NOT gonna do so okay. so i shall start planning.

Social Studies: we only tested on chapter 1,2,3,5. i THINK. wellx. 5 chapters will take around 3 hours for notes ba..

Biology: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 i tHINK. i'll need five hours for that. for the NOTES only. my gawd it's like BIO?

Chemistry: i think it's chapter 1 to 6 + 8. im dying in chapter 5 n 6 and the chemical equations. die die die! i'll give it five hours for the notes too. sobs sobs.

Chinese: i simply DETEST chinese alrightt. i have to study chinese bit by bit. maybe 4 hours baa. or let's say like 30 mins every 3 days or smt liddat.

A n E maths: this shall just be daily or alternate daily practices..

Physics: okay okay. this is the DEATH. i duno how much time i need on this k. sob sob.

English: speechless. just gort a damn english tuition cause i had 50% for english for ca1. sob sob. okay i just suck at english k. shhh.

History: i think 3 hours enough le. but need alort of understanding + help from some PRO EH? pro in history one eH? luff luff. okay sob sob.

noww. conclusion. i havent actually started on anything yet except crapping here. next week gort chem test. someone help me? maths test. i need help too. my bro found a job. gone is my 24 hour not there maths cum physics tutor! then next nxt week gort elect hist test. this is DOUBLE death. can someon explain to me lenine stalin and the crap about reds and whites den wad happen. i only understand up to rasputin that part.. okay crapp. EEEEY! wanna cry dowanna cry.i still gort 30 more days and it's like so so so so so SHORT.. nevermind. i shall LOOK forward to the 18th of may. THE END OF EXAMS! omg omg! im gonna HAVOK i tell u. whacccccccko!

Sian. it's always like this. keep thinking about after exams when the exams havent even started.

haishh. why these days everyone gort mood swings den i ap u u ap me den everyone ap here and there.. cannort liddat! ni you bu man, wo you bu shuang! okayy. that was the advertisement for the bu shuang drinkss. wellx. anyone gort anithing angryy or mooooody about must learn to share ma.. if nort bottle up all yr feelings then one dayy wil explode de.. say out liao will feel better one.. double joy. divided sorrow.

do YOU understand???

i hope i see u nodding head in front of the compp. dots.

i miss MUTHU and MUTHI and JIM and JANE. spasssstic. CURRY also. lolx. craappp. just some lame names and imaginaryy characters *private joke* muahahahah.

gotta go tuition le. maybe come bac den update k?

ta.ta^^

VS CAMPFIRE HERE I COME! TOMORROW!

Saturday, Apr. 09, 2005
haiya. no matter how much we try to be enthu also won't win. at least we had fun alright =)

mmmz. quite memorable campfire ba. mmmz. we went siao one la.. really siao. starting that part keep standing up and cheer. den point to the sky! muahaha. damn lame lorx. den later campfire start we keep running to the front. den wad run 1 round. go skipp. damn funny and lame? den we really go siao siao siao.

one comment. the fire stinks big time. i duno wad the hell they put. it really STINKS! eeey! i told my bro bout the "structure" they hadd. which was the "gateway" wellx. its so damnnnnnit plain. wellx. it was on the 5TH storey rooftopp. wad can we expectt. prolly get tired carrying SPAS. hey. but our school they also need to carry spas up the stairs and down the stairs to the field. its around like 3 or 4 storeys liao can den deir strucutre quite bigg i thinkk. wellx. den my brother was saying wad their year wad strucutre so freakking 2 storey tall den wad flames is like 3 storeys high. a lil exagerating only la. lolx. i think this time wer really gort a LITTLE bit siao only lorx. point the skyy. stand up and cheer for no reason. den suddenly scream. den suddenly will cry. the last part damn lame la. dey announce finish the result den gort dis song den first part very sad. den suddenly play mary had a little lamb. so it was lyke we sad sad sad den suddenly jump and be enthu den sad again. den it was lyke the scouts in front of us den we asking dem to siam den after dey siam we kneel down and cryy. lolx. actually its luff la. it's so damn freak abit memorable i guess. we can like go malu ourselves la.. the chestnut tree thingyy. they say don say the word tree den we ap we go SHOUT the word. den later they ask for 1 person to go up. at first only 3 go. den later all run up.. muaha. den go malu and ap them. TREE! hmm. why we din win.

wellx.. do u think we can ever have campfire in AHS anort. our combine manpower with scouts only 27.. hmm. planning campfire seems like fun.. wellx. but don think there will be bahh. sad case. well just hope?

im gone le. lazzy to blogg. ha.

Ta^

Monday, Apr. 11, 2005
hmm. come back blogging le. actually also nort much to say i guess. just except that my life is so screwed up and even if im given a screwdriver i dont think i could do anithing. i don't even think i will be bothered. i prolly start playing with a hammer. that's how screwed my life is.

slept close to 1 last nightt which was so so so so so so late i guess. have been trying to sleep at ten or eleven everynight.. and suddenly im sleeping so so so late. wellx. all i did yesterday was to tell myself that i havent studied for chem test. so i read and read and read and read and then i gort headache. sad case i noe. haa. was msg-ing too i guess. if nort i would prolly ZZZZZZZZZ long time ago. ohyaa. one one one very good news. can u imagine that i din exceed my sms last month? w00tz!! i send 900+ ba. i gort 1000 free. it's like so damn miracle? hmm. but call time still exceed by a little bit i guess. i mean it's like since so long that i have been exceeding my sms and suddenly dis month by just little tiny bit! haa!

plan for this week. study history later. and do the source base hw? den tmr gort tuition. den hopefully do my english work i guess. den wednesday i really really really need to go down to orchard to get something. and my contact lens appointment ba.. den let's see.. den go back practice maths i guess. gort a maths test on monday.. when can i really start my revision le.. haish. bio gort so much to study.. how can they pur bio and physics no the same day? someone please tell me man.. same day? i'll die. terribly? with everyone else. x=

hmm. im bored of people having mood swings and feeling moody i dunno whyy.

aniwae today kinda rawks la.. cause it's like todayy stay bac after school do notice board la and omg it's gonna be like so so so nice? mmmz. spagetti rawks. ahhhh! muahahha. yepp yepp. we had a FEAST in class alright. really major. whee. and it's in a TOTAL horrid mess now.

mm. kinda realised that the world is all LINKED one in someway or another. its FREAKKY. ha.

guess im off.

laaazy me.

^ta

Wednesday, Apr. 13, 2005
mmm. here i am. would like to start off with band getting gold in honours. omg omg omg! i think it's so so so so so so cool! imagine gold with HONOURS. lolx. choir did a great job too i guess =) mmmz!!

now hopefully other ccas gort motivation to do better yea? *winks*

looooook outside. it's raining. heavily. sad? very- so i was at parkway. looking at the sky. no- it won't rain till i get home. so i took bus 15. wellx. need to walk a nice 15 mins home la. so i really wished hard dat it wont rain. on the bus, i wasnt really looking outside. den i saw the bus the wipe the window thingg moving. damn. so i look out. it was drizzling. den later i gort off the bus. den the rain was STILL slight alright. den later i walk few steps. okay. i crossed the road when the bus was turning. could have gotten killed. i ran *obvious* den later walk. the rain gort heavier with every step i walked. den i need to cross the big big road ma 4 lanes. road. i stop to cross. the raindrop keep dripping down my hairr. and dere was so many cars? how i cross. den later i ran. risked my life twice today. eeek! freak. den later i cross over the other side.. mmm. realised that under tree the rain is lesser. den later realised that under or nort under tree also de same. den later turn in. den later ran walk ran walk. den reached this showw house thinggy. dere was SHADE. THANKFULLY. den i waited and waited. den wait and wait. i was so drenched la. it's like going in to the swimming pool and getting out. my hair was dripping rainwater. eeek! totally disgusting i tell you. den my bro slowlllllllllly walk over. he scolded me la. say wad never bring umbrella! but guess he gotta walk quite a far distance too. but seriously he walk so sloww. wellx. den later gort scolded la. den slowly walkk home. den had a long long HOT bathe. home sweet home.

wellx. yesterday din come online.. had severe headache? and panadols suckk. kinda totally cause it had no effect. felt much better today but after the rain im nort too sure.

im gonna do history hw todae and my english tuition hw and some chem. my gawd. dat seems utterly alort. when will i have time for a maths test. sob sob. tear tear. eeeek!

tmr is pe and i kinda dreaddddd it. wad so fun bout playing netball. i wan BASKETBALL. mi wan BBALL! mi wan BBALL!! obsession. crazily. mmm. issit now we cannot change place? mrs lim already WARN us? haish! whyyy. make everything so screwed up..

mmm. i duno wad to blog le.

^ta

Thursday, Apr. 14, 2005




























The background/beginning of the story is the Catholic orphanage where 20 years ago, Ambrose's character Xu Ce Ya and Angela's character Tian Pian first see each other as orphaned kids. Xu Ce Ya was then known as "tah-tah", while Tian Pian is "siao pin kang". Tah-tah always saw siao pin kang being teased by the other kids in the orphanage, so he came to her companionship and swore that they will not separate themselves from each other, ever.

When the grandpa of Xu Ce ya came to pick up the boy, Siao pin kang and her dolphin doll were the ones that reminded the boy about her. When he left, Siao pin-kang became Tian Pian as she was picked up by another woman who owned the noodle shop "by the Dolphin Bay". Tian Pian would spend most of her time at an old ship by the Bay with figures of dolphins all around. She would dream of becoming a big star like Mandy Shen Man Qing(Jill Xu Jie Er).

20 years later, Xu Ce Ya became the the general manager of SET company, which his Grandpa is the Chairman. Xu Ce Ya and Tian Pian crossed paths again after 20 years, when Tian Pian auditioned for a singing role at SET for a drama starring her idol Mandy, and won the part, but not after going through several obstables.

Since then, the twists and turns of the story revolved on Xu Ce Ya, his Grandpa, his stepsister Shan Ni (Penny Lin Wei Xin), Mandy,and her boyfriend music producer Xiao Kang (Wallace Huo), who eventually trained Tian-Pian and became close to her.The most exciting part is the complicated love story between Tian Pian, Shan Ni, Xiao Kang, Xu Ce Ya and Mandy.
The dolphin doll that Tian Pian dropped and picked up by Xu Ce Ya 20 years ago, became the key that constantly bothered him, because 20 years ago he as Tah-tah had made a pledge to then Siao Pin-Kang that he will not leave her.



the legend of the dolphin story?

A long, long time ago, the son of a God in the Heavens violated a spiritual law within the Heavenly World by falling in love with a maiden in the Human World. Not being able to stay in the Spiritual World or the Human World, the two of them traveled all around, but still couldn't find a place where they could stay. There was only the fairy queen that lived within the deepest part of the forest that sympathizes with their plight and gave this pair of lovers a spiritual copper charm. This spiritual copper charm protected them when they traveled across the ocean. However, the God of Envy discovered the secret behind the copper charm, took it away and threw it into the ocean. For this reason, the pair of lovers that lost the protection of the copper charm was dashed loose by the big waves. Even if that was the case, they both still continued searching for one another until the last minute.


When dawn arrives, seeing that the two of them will soon be changed into foam, this love was very touching to the kind-hearted dolphin, and at the moment of daybreak, the dolphin jumped out of the ocean carrying the copper charm in its mouth, allowing this pair of lovers to once again possess the blessing from the fairy queen so that they can be together again. At the moment when the first ray of sunlight shines on the white sandy beach, the whole beach was washed with a happy pinkish color and the dolphin also jumped high up to the sky, becoming the symbol for protecting love. From then on, in the beginning of every autumn, at the place where the dolphin showed itself in daybreak, this beach would be glowing in a pinkish light. So long as you are quiet and listen carefully, you may even hear the dolphin singing. If only you look out to the far distant, you may also see the dolphin coming, carrying the copper charm in its mouth…



the translated version of the song? mmmz.



Sea missing is continuous not certainly finally hands over the
meeting with the day in the horizon
Loves if also walks far suffices to be supposed to be able to meet
with the Xin luck

The pledge frequently very much beautiful flies like the butterfly
circles then does not see
But I believed you give the spring which my pledge likes certainly
can come

The happiness which I always lead which you to be loving on a smile
road seek me to lose
Is not careful when the tear slippery corners of the mouth use you
has grasped the hand to erase

Many sceneries also ever do not anchor the happiness which only
wholeheartedly seeks me to lose
Where didn't some people talk clearly are good but are everybody
cannot substitute

In that second some matters which most starts early already are
doomed to have to arrive old
Although the destiny likes cracking a joke the sincerity to be able
to meet with the sincerity


the original

海的思念綿延不絕　終於和天　在地平線交會
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有的人說不清哪裡好　但就是誰都替代不了

在最開始的那一秒　有些事早已經注定要到老
雖然命運愛開玩笑　真心會和真心遇到

thats for all i guess.. sob sob. channel U wednesday to friday 730 to 830.

^ta

Friday, Apr. 15, 2005
mmm. here i am. stink of ammonium. NH4. sucks. it's stuck in my nose now. every single breathe i take it's dere. stinks stinks!

eeeey. flunk my physics. prolly get lowest in class? wellx. hackk. i shall go for physics tutorial. hopefully it will help to improve my marks.

well. sian life. 3 more weeks to mid year? sad case. ta^

Saturday, Apr. 16, 2005
was at a place just now. it brought back memories. well. like the way you said it. why keep promises when you know you're gonna break them.

//if only i can forget everything that happen in the past.

yepp. time changed really alot of things before anyone of us actually realised it was gone. none of us can ever predict wad happen i guess.

sometimes i still miss some stuffs. sometimes i wonder why do we have to split class. i wanna remain in 2e forever? a wish that will never come true i guess. not say i don like 3h la. but i still find 2e better? much much better. hopefully in the days to come.. rmb i made a wish last year in december. before i even knew who were in my class. hope it will come true though.

//there are two sides to a picture. please look at both side before you judge, or don't.

xXx so much for my happy ending xXx

at the dolphin bayy show rawks. first part cry and cry and cry. also dono why i wanna watch this kind of shows. waste the tears only. waste water. sad. sometimes its just liddat.

exams are round the corner. i know i must study.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Noriko Kajuji

Your Irish Name Is...

Eva Power

You Are A Pine Tree

You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed.

bye.

Sunday, Apr. 17, 2005
hi. good to be home from the damn weather. its just too hot lately. getting kinda burn. during pe that daayy was playing netball, the sun was shinning directly at me.. ha. pretty cool if can get some tan, but the worse part is that its uneven.. i think i gort duno how many lines mark thingy at my ankle dere. the big big big confusion over ankle and non-ankle socks. ha. lucky i don have a slipper markk. that will look to gross. eeey. i realised im talking crapp. lolx.

history test is kinda like tomorrow and 3 more weeks to the final exams. i tell myself i must score well this term. but does telling yourself have any effect. why am i such a slacker mann. slap slap. eeeey.

damn. my scanner is spoiled. on the dayy i wanted to scan my neoprints in. and den the scanner is spoiled. duno must do wad install wad la. printer can work scanner cannort work. so sian. wanna scan in all my CUTE baby photos okayy. bhb kia. lolx. the baby foto thingy is getting quite cool in class. hope everyone bring one baby photo den can have guessing game ma. lolx. that will be so funn alright.

the best way to dao a person is to say two words, "im busy." so evil lorx.. the other BEST way is the best. just ignoree. eeey. im currently so bored online and dere's no one to entertain me. im self entertaining myself for duno wad forr. i really don feel lyke studying. sad sad sad.

sometimes when certain things happen, one will always see the other side of the person. sometimes the sad part is that the other side you see could be the bad side of the person. and the worse thing that can happen is those people are those few who deeply will affect your life. maybe not that deep. but it still matters. den at the point of time you will start wondering and having many questions. why must that happen or why must you know it. it's just the sad part in life. so 1, u let it remain the same. 2, u avoid it. 3, let it wholly affect you. which one will u choose?

maybe what im saying makes no sense. maybe it does. maybe you dont wish to think. well, i don't know.

sometimes i really duno why things must change. why cnt it be just left the way it were. it was supposed to be. why, i hate complications. but they just come? we cnt really choose wad we will become in the future?

if fate and destiny really existed, no matter wad happens, they will spend the end together. what if there's fate but no destiny and there's destiny but there's no fate. that's totally a different story?

Starfish


As the old man walked the beach at dawn, he noticed a young man ahead of him picking up starfish and flinging them into the sea. Finally catching up with the youth, he asked him why he was doing this. The answer was that the stranded starfish would die if left until the morning sun.

"But the beach goes on for miles and miles and there are millions of starfish," countered the other. "How can your effort make any difference?"

The young man looked at the starfish in his hand and then threw it to safety in the waves. "It makes a difference to this one," he said.

Desire

We do not succeed in changing things according to our desire, but gradually our desire changes. The situation that we hoped to change because it was intolerable becomes unimportant. We have not managed to surmount the obstacle, as we were absolutely determined to do, but life has taken us around it, led us past it, and then if we turn around to gaze at the remote past, we can barely catch sight of it, so imperceptible has it become.


Monday, Apr. 18, 2005
hiyy. dont really know how to put certain things in words i guess. but guess life's just like that la.

duno why i so dumbb enough to make such a brilliant suggestion. maybe it just came through in my head but ain't it too much. why i so so so so so so so so so so dumb. guess words said cnt be taken back animore la. aniwae it's really gonna be quite interesting to see the result. nort really a result. aiya. i don noe how to put it in words. it's just like that la.

who knows la. few years later? nobody will noe de la. den just let it be. why take it so seriously. actually im the one. but wellx.

aiya. forget about it.

im on a sneezing spree now. damn. how can i be sick. was in school with a damn nice voice today la.. den later cough cough cough den can talk liaox. so many people disappointed sia. some people deep inside dem praying i can soar throat hole year round lorx.. i think i drank close to THREE litres of water in school today. and went to the toilet at least four times. ya i gort bp, blegh. wadeva. lolx. my throat was really damn bad la. den ever since i bathe at 6+ i have been having severe SPRINTING nose okayy. oh no oh no.. it's coming again!! argh!! okay crap.

do u think i will be well enough for school? its always me being sick in the night and the next morning im alright. den ALL my homework would not be done. so screwed right. I KNOW I KNOW I READ WRONG QUESTION FOR HISTORY SO STOPPPPPPP talking about it k. dumb me dumb me dumb me!

okay crapp.

so i now have to live with the rest of my life without blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx blahx. okay. how many blahxS were there. lolx.

life goes on~ ohh it's only gonna make me strong.. blah blah. duno how to sing le. ha. crapp. omg omg omg.. its SPRINTINGGGGGGGG.

Wednesday, Apr. 20, 2005
the ceasefire has started.

no more attacks. not even secret alliances. none. at all. somehow this was different. no peace talks were held.

and guess who was the cause of all these. all the troops were ready, waiting for the commando to give the signal to start attacking. both sides had the same target. but there was one rule. no secret alliances.

over the borders on the other side. they were still getting ready. u can still see the flames burning and sharpening of all the spears and weapons.

nobody was in the mood for battle. the air was cold and still. they don wanna battle. everyone was bored of this war. waiting for it to end.

however no peace talks came along. none of the commandos wanted to surrender, neither did they wanna do anything to show their weakness. no one wanna admit anything.

this life went on and on and on and on and on.

Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
Simple plan-Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

my all time favourite band okayy =)