Wednesday, June 15, 2005
somehow i find my blog template damn nice. cause its pink. but sad is not i do one. lol. wellx-ded. so im supposed to be in bed now but due to some reasons yeaa. need to relax myself before i sleep. some people have just like doze off not even caring. okay maybe they cared. but they are tired. im tired too, but- well.
i think 3h next year can form our OWN camp group for the studen camp o6. okay okay. its cause i DID NOT go for this year one due to certain reasons yea. so dat's why im thinking so far ahead. guess its also quite a nice time to change blog cause so many things happening at the same time. okay no link- lolx.
"She tried to hold on to the butterfly, thinking that it was beautiful. However, the more she held tight, the more it struggled wanting to fly away."
sometimes only through hurt, do we realised wads missing. However when we realised wads missing, it's too late already cause some things which are lost can never be found back again, never ever. just like sand? the harder u grasp it the more it will drop and return back to the ground. sometimes certain things are just meant to be and if it was never meant to be den it will never be. kinda funny cause ive realised certain things we can't really control it. as much as you tell yrself this thing, something inside you will always think the other way?
i've already learnt to accept the fact that nomatter how much effort you put in, if it's never meant to be yours it never will. Sometimes it does but well maybe not for me? Kinda accepted the fact that the more i study the more i cannot score? I dunno whyy.
maybe i should change my thinking to the MORE positive side okay. wHen life gives u LEMONS, sQUEEZE out a smile. okay. how posiTIVE is that. eeey. why liddat!!
*always look on the bright side of life doo du doo du du doo du du~*
haa. i miss mr tam. duno when he coming bac from aussie. wellx. maybe i don really miss 2e that much animore. i jus miss the friendships dere cause i treasure themm. ya and i realised that 3h really can do rawk okayy. let me recall the class cheer..
echo after me.. *echo after me* okay i donno liaox. ziqi has not taught me the cheer. i keep forgetting! wait wait wait! stilll gort 1 more i THINK. *Listen and Follow, as we LEAD, say our name as you PLEAD, hazadous hazadous...* fine fine. i forgot again.. i miss campfires.. i wanna go.. lol. *** i wanna SCREAMMMMM____
hAZADOUS! omg omg. lolx. i keep wearing the 3h class tee noww. when the weather so hot sumore. lolx. cause 3h rawks okayy. the bbq rawk although i left at 6. joke sia. i going for class bbq but leaving at 6. lol.
things that complete my life.. [girLguides][3h][bBaLL][arCade-BISHIBASHI][jigsawPUZZLES] wad else have i miss out? [campFIRES][scREAMING]
okayy. i shall fill up the list when i remember. LOLX.
why is this entry SO long? because i AM TIRED but i can't sleep. wait i can. i tell myself i can.
*i can learn to do it, we can learn to do it, tell myself is easy, we'll get through it..*
i realised something lehh. compared from my lastime the entries. now i look FOWARD instead of pressing on the rewind button.. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
guess that things that already happen also cannot do anything to save it mahh. so just LET IT BE!
-do u think im cut out to be an inspirational writer? finne. i noe thatt. also no need so straight one de right.. lol.
-CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE SOUL--written by h0neystars.
okay pure crap. hmm. i shall create my own title okay. h0neystars for kokocrunch lovers. OMG OMG! it RAWKS!
`h0neystars
___nothatcomplicated*
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
