Wednesday, June 01, 2005
maybe i really made the wrong choice of not going china with my parents? i mean the lastime they also went when i was sec1, i remember then i was down with dengue fever and it was the 4th day of my admission and that night my parents are going to newzeland. then i was still in changi general hospital with only 40+ platelets i thinkk. if below 30 must blood transfusion. my mum was thinking of canceling her trip but i told her to go with it ba.. but that time i had dengue is look like no dengue la. still so energetic watching tv and using fone whole day x= the worse part was my internet went down when i went home on the 5th day. well. couldnt go for guides cause was pretty weak thenn. so i was at home for 14 days and i barely did homework cause i had totally no mood. i duno why im feeling this way now. maybe all my friends are in camp i guess. now the worse thing. i think i have fever. damn. i had sore throat just yesterday and today now i have fever. i don rmb eating anithing too not supposed to be eatenn. wellx. today was civil defence course. reached kembangan at 6am. my mum offered to fetch me there. i wanted to go with my bros. but dey were gg the bus way. well. so reach dere den slowly sit to boonlayy. den later gort confused over which bus den < *i like to move it move it, you like to move it move it, we like to.. MOVE IT!* yea. its from madagasca. hope i got that spelling right either. seriously i think im down with fever. i don dare to tell my mum. maybe later. x= recover please- tmr is my medical appointment. and my mum is not free. am i gonna carry like feel hundred dollar cash with me. ohman. rob me. please pray i don have to take injection. say im scared blah blah blah. i have a phobia of it after the dengue case. i hate fever. please. recover tomorrow. *shivers* ^ta just maybe 12 hours ago i just woke up.. went airport.. two weeks lehh. haish.. day one is not even over. guess i shouldnt think too much about it den very fast will past byy. gonna be so busyy for the next few dayys. next 2 weeks i guess. i hope i can finish at least half of my homework by this week. which left with only tomorrow.. wellx. really hope i can have the determination to do so? sometimes its kinda hardd. yea its kinda funny. the holidays we waited and enticipated for so long since the exams have come and i dont seem to feel anythingg. maybe something's missing it is not like the holiday i wanna have.. or wad i wish i hadd. last year dec was one of the most fun hols x) i wann go malaysia!! shopping ^^ but where gort time siaa. my dad ask me go findd. den can find den maybe can go. lalala~ why this time got so many homework. dunno i dumb or wad la. i totally donno how to do a maths. but also cant blame myself la. i only read little bit den get pissed off. den the volume thingg for e maths also blur diaoo. why i don understand! tuition learning trigo. wad cosine rule bla blah blah. it goes in and comes out of my head each time la. why has it resulted in thiss. spray paint stinks but it looks damn nice la.. can't wait to see wad it will look like when fully decorated.. hopefully it will be perfectly alright okayy. la.la.la. so wad do i have to sayy. i dunno. yea im sick. bad flu and bad cough and bad ulcer plus bad throat. dont fall sick!! *tells myself* i duno wad i should do now but i know im off. ta^ `h0neystars duno why but have been deeling sick since yesterdayy night. i watch 2 love movies from channel 62.. the first one was abt this guyy who like this girl den the girl is damnit chio la her name is white snow snow (bai xue xue). den he go woo the girl for quite some time and everyone in the company is like helping him la. den the boss came. the boss like the white snow snow and made her his personal secretary. den the guy was paired up with this girl whom he and his clique don like la. they need to hand up proposal for some shampoo stuffs. so they started working together. so den chemistry struck la. its like the girl said she long time never sit roller coaster liaox so the guyy went to made this cool thing in the office la. den dey had so much fun together. den she said dat his good points was he knows how to make people happy and will try his best to fufil one wishes. even though they werent on good terms in the past? wellx. den soon they fall in love and happily ever after. i mean aint it sweet when someone really does everything or anything to make u smile for once or just purely happy. sometimes a smile on a face can be deceived but sometimes a smile can means alot. its more the feeling den count not wad u see sometimes. maybe its everytime? somehow i think nobody can really understand wad the chemistry means and how it is form but it's just something that will happen. really, there's no explanation and u will not know when it comes. the second movie is about lies and its quite funny but somehow im lazy to write about it? 12 more dayss. well. i think i will fail wad i wrote yesterday. i wont be able to finish half of my hw. i havent even done with the logbook and proposal. later must pia le.. wellx. why is everyone away.. i was supposed to be in church camp! whyy. haish. i shall go next year. lol. somehow i wonder wads pretendance. and why people do it? dunno why it just struck my mind. is dere a really need for this these days? somehow i hate it but? dont really understand la. ta^ `h0neystars 歌手:王力宏 专辑:心中的日月 o~~~ 爱你, 爱我 forever love forever love 爱情, how how. i havent really started homework. can someone tell me wad to do for SS? i think i lost the paper. shyt. i think i lost chem too! eeey. *jump down* BUBBLE TEA!! my MOTIVATION! our MOTIVATION! lolx. i shall change my motivation to.. M&Ms. *fine fine* disappointed i knoww. well!! lalala~ well. sometimes i wonder is it right to lie when u knew that if u lie, someone would feel better. so is there such thing as a correct lie or a lie deserved to be lied. yepp and sorry if i made u felt that way i mean sometimes people do to stuffs unintentionally and hope u still belive in me.. really duno how to explain certain things sometimes. it just comes and go and sometimes it just slips out without any intention. i know that words cannot be taken back so dere's nth much i can do but to help u feel better aboutt it. I WAN THOSE PEOPLE OVERSEAS BACK! I AM BORED! THOSE PEOPLE WHO JUST COME BACK FROM CAMP WAKE UP!! entertain me- im gg crazy. TA^ `h0neystars The last Kiss Tomorrow at this moment You are always gonna be my love Motionless time Tomorrow at this moment You will always be inside my heart -- Ashita no imagoro niwa You are always gonna be my love Tachidomaru jikan ga Ashita no imagoro niwa You will always be inside my heart You are always gonna be my love yeah... Now and Forever -- duno why suddenly found this song very nice.. seriously sometimes i come to think about it. yea. why make promises? and so promises are meant to be forever. and so who can ever keep the word forever true and so why make promises. somehow i wonder if i actually accidentally promised someone in the past and have broken it unknowingly. sometimes i wonder why i blame people who have broken my promises. then i ask myself, haven't i have done the same thing too? i mean i dont really feel that one really is able to keep a promise for such a long time. it only happen in dramas doesnt it? yea i watch TOO much tv. i know that. *slap slap* stop daydreaming! ya so the story is about this girl and this boi. yea den later now waiting for the ending lor. and den the story goes.. yea yea. everyone thinks they noe the ending. let me predict. either happily ever after or she dies. its always the same.. wellx. she has the disease of the heart. and anyone who is prepared to live with her must be prepared to watch her die. yea i knew its kinda hard for one to accept. i mean how would u feel if im telling u that i am gonna die next week? it's like even with friends it's already unbelievable more over the guy loved her. yea but he was willing to sacrifice and make her last few days on earth being the happiest girl of life. wait i just found this intro.. Lavender, a story of love & promises..... Yi-Xun had suffered from heart disease since her first cry. She hardly attend any sports activity in school, none of her classmates get along with her, except for a boy, Qing Chuan. Both of them were very close; even the classmates had been teasing them saying that they were in love... One day, Qing Chuan's family decided to immirate to U.S. The day before Qing Chuan leave, it was Yi-Xun's birthday. Qing Chuan brought Yi-Xun to his secret garden, a place that he had never brought anyone to before. Qing Chuan gave Yi-Xun a small bottle with a lavender in it, and promised Yi-Xun that he'll be back for her 20th birthday. As time goes by, Yi-Xun's 20th birthday was round the corner. Yi-Xun noticed a new arising star named "Leo", with familiar profile that she could possibly figured from the bottom of her childhood memories... Heard that Leo came back from U.S. and he was having an activity, "Searching for the Lavender Lover".... okay that's it.. take a look at this website 歌手：许绍洋 风 被远方向的吹来 风 伴着花谢了又开 记忆是阵阵花香 我们说好谁都不能忘 记忆是阵阵花香 一起走过从不能忘 this song rawks too. i love it from the first time i heard the song from duno where. i say it rawks okay. ta im going. late for show. so wad homework is there left? social studies, a maths and e maths [totally have no idea how to do], 2 english book reports, 1 chinese book report, chemistry [which i dont understand!], aint that all? sure it looks little but damn it gonna take quite a long time. something tells me that i should leave it all to the last week of the holidays as its quite hard to juggle certain stuffs together with homework but i really want to enjoy myself on the last week. Kbox is waiting for me.. wellx. i need motivation. lolx. bubble tea! okkay crapp. lol. i think i really addicted to the tv i mean whether im watching drama or movies from channel 62 or even cartoons, i just keep watching.. and i keep using the comp---- uLTIMATE sLACKER- okay shush. i duno much about dreams la these days all i noe that i haven been having dreams but seemingly forgetting them after i wake up. when i wake up i will remember myself telling myself that i will remember this dream when i wake up. i wanna change my blogg.
Thursday, Jun. 02, 2005
wellx. duno why im feeling so down la.. suddenly damn depressed?
Saturday, Jun. 04, 2005
hihi. here me. today is a long dayy. me writing this entry only at 5.38pm.
Sunday, Jun. 05, 2005
yea it sunday noww. i woke up at 1.30pm todayy. i duno why. prolly nobody bothered to wake me up from dreammie land?
Sunday, Jun. 05, 2005
forever love
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了 解自己,
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜
有些痛苦有些 不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深 情
温柔的安抚,
我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容<>wo~~
多么自然
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我 们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然
你感动的 眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
ilove you ~~
直到永远
oh
forever love
forever love
forever love
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Monday, Jun. 06, 2005
wow. seriously if my muscles aint aching is totally bullshyt. lalala~ today is very hiongg but suddenly feel abit acomplished. lol. i have been complaining leg pain eversince i got homee. i duno if the weather is hot or is it just ME? gort abit sunburn againn. lol. play bball also get sunburn. haish. long time nvr play le. me lazy lehh. *stop being so lazy* eeey.
Wednesday, Jun. 08, 2005
FIRST LOVE - ENGLISH
Leave the flavor of cigeratte behind the lips
That's a taste of sufferings and sorrow.
Where will your girl be?
And who will she be thinking of?
Although I will fall in love with someone else some day
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
I could only sing this sorrow love song at this moment
Until the day, I learn a new song.
How can I make it flow again?
Never let the memories fill up my heart.
I will still be weeping
Thinking of you
I have reserved a place in my heart for you
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
I could only sing this sorrow love song at this moment
Until the day, I learn a new song.
You are always gonna be my love
Although I will fall in love with someone else some day
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
I could only sing this sorrow love song at this moment
Now and forever
Saigo no KISU wa
TABAKO no flavor ga shita
Ngakute setsunai kaori
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Thursday, Jun. 09, 2005
always after watching shows i always have so much in me. yepp. was watching lavender grass at disc 7 le. later gonna watch disc 8 after the 9pm show? wellx. how much have i not started on my homework. utterly disappointed in myself. 
ya so dere's deir promise..
click here to understand more on lavenders?
so here's my craze over this show.
歌名：花香
雨 也跟着悲伤起来
没有人能告诉我
爱是在什么时候悄悄走开
雨 把眼泪落向大海
现在的我才明白
你抱着紫色的梦顺着等待
守着黑夜的阳光 难过却假装坚强
等待的日子里你比我勇敢
你的温柔是阳光 把我的未来填满
提醒我花香常在就像我的爱
(风吹起花的香味就像你的爱)< /p>
today saturday liao. surely diaryland can add entry one la. refresh so many times.
当秋天再来的时候
你要我笑着去爱去拥有
就算是再短暂的温柔
能重逢这仁慈已足够
都知道有些事有些人
停留在发生的那天不肯走
看时光的残酷
舍不得被遗忘
这命运我很满足
有你陪伴的幸福
为你打开时间的锁
让爱自由不被它束缚
是哭过也挣扎过心让痛辗过
等那一天落叶静静飘眼前
已不再伤悲
永恒终於相信了幸福的瞬间
为你打开时间的锁
让爱自由不被它束缚
每一秒都不后悔
我陪你体会
过去未来轻轻重叠
请原谅甜甜的眼泪
感谢今生与你在幸福的瞬间
依偎
歌手/作曲：许绍洋
haa. i think his song rawks? lol.. heard my mum bought his cd in china.. lol. for 3 bucks den got the logo sumore. haa. his songs quite nice ma.. really.
okay. well. i still cnt find the song. only found the flash for it.. dat's all.
TA^
Sunday, Jun. 12, 2005
okayy. here i am --- ultimate slacker. okay okay FINE. omg wad rubbish am i talking? yes i have been watch tv while doing guides stuffs almost the whole of saturdayy. oh wait. i did the zhou ji too okayy.
`h0neystars
___nothatcomplicated*
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
