Friday, July 01, 2005
I avhe rited ubt i tisll anct ta lal aucse i tisll ahve otn ottgen veor ti ta lal. eys tis eben os onlg.. i udno hwy. i ncnaot eltl ubt hwy.. tsop rycgin orf ogonsed aesk anc. i ahet smlyfe rof lal ahtt. pals em.
yes i wrote arabic. your comp doesnt have the solveware if u saw weird letters. sorry for being AP today. absolute yea- maybe if you bothered to look deeper it wasnt simply just AP. but somehow i refuse to look deeper into myself and find out how im really feeling right now. so. let it be yea? if i dont bother why should anyone else?
words cant describe what can be felt. if it could, it wont be called feeling. words cant be takin back once it is said, that's why its words. its because of words which could affect what one feel. but what felt cant be change and u can only do something to make the feeling feel better but not everything can be replaced.
when there's a beginning, there's an end. when there's an end, no matter how much u say no to it, or even make a U turn and try to walk back to the past, you still can't change what have already happen.
if i have a next life, i wanna be a starr- high up in the sky looking down upon everything and i only appear at night, and enter the dreams of people who remember me. and den leave quitely the next morning. that'll be my job. giving people sweet dreams each night x) and maybe one day when my life is over. i'll just drop down from the skyy and fall to earth. den many would see a shooting star. den many would make wishes, hopefull they come true. and then my life would end.
if i was gonna have a next next life, i wanna be a rainbow. cause i understand the fascination of a rainbow and what many believes it is.
i'll decide the rest later-
一千年以后
心跳乱了节奏
梦也不自由
爱是个绝对承诺不说
撑到一千年以后
放任无奈淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来
我的泪光承载不了
所有一切你(需)要的爱
因为在一千年以后
世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手
浅吻着你额头
别等到一千年以后
所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠
能有谁
解开缠绕千年的寂寞
//eth eatrs hatt i riecd//hte imte hiwch vi'e pesnt//on hyet onwt omce abck nyomrea