Thursday, December 22, 2005
ahh. it was double and now it's triple mixed feelings. sigh =(it started yesterday. i was happy for a moment. wellxXx maybe it was TWO moments. ahhhs. im so so so so NOT talking about the first one. =)) but i'm glad it made me [s m i l e] =)den later the second thing was we realised zhicheng made xmas cards for us. hmms. okay la. the sad thing was someone told me he make for US. and it ended up being that he only made six =x =x =x =x =x talk about it also quite =( de lahs. haish. but im glad about his effort. let's put the six together and jumble dem up and split into 10. ahhh. we are a group right =)) so we must share. okays maybe im crazzy. but seriously dont u find him just plain sweet? i mean we only know him well the most 3 days. sat, sun and mon[when we saw him on the bike]. but it's really those little stuffs that he have done which really touches us.and i think that we should really go take neoprints and send back to him. but when will be the next time? wouldn't it be nice if really everyone goes and squeeze into the neoprint shop. i know comfirm can squeeze in de but can everyone go? i wish for a outing again soon kays =) wellx.really lah. but i imagine myself. thinking back on my actions back then when i first heard zhicheng made cards for us. it's like. double double HAPPY lahs. not that im really gaga over him or something but it's just just just just he's too gentlemen. nah. he's nicer den a gentlemen now. lol. then liuying tell me that he gave us his neoprint with his sister. den minxue was like.. if that girl was his girlfriend ahh. lols. no lah. thinking about it i don think i'll be jealous. lols. seriously he's too nice. and i'll get scared. lols. so its impossible okay. ahhs [smiles =)]well maybe there are many things which i can smile about but. sometimes cant control lah. if ur brain tells ur mouth to smile it just will. lol. u noe like those type of instant smile. maybe that's called blush. but i don think i blush that often yea. but sometimes when im feeling shy or something i will smile lehs. i duno whyy. ahh. i think im weird. it's like i will smile and keep my head down. lols. so like smiling to yourself. eeEK. aha. okay crazyy me.my internet is finally back on track. with a totally new modemn. lols. i think i already had 4 or 5 or even more modems since i had my internet connection back in primary 4 or 5 i think. when broadband first started yea. in my house there's a tendency to have your modemn getting spoiled now and then. sigh.okay. i have done my e maths the 2nd part homework ALL DONE. at last. and my english book report. im just doing book summary yea. so counted done. i waiting for my gao zi tmr. maybe im attempting to do my chinese jianbao tonight and hopefully social studies yeas.den i'll leave the rest till after christmas =))this year my christmas is kinda weird u noe. i just have the weird weird weird feelings yeas. i cant explain.im waiting for my m&m dispenser someONE. haish. where are you? `missing in action. sighs.