Tuesday, December 27, 2005
hmms. wellx. cant really lie to myself anymore. kinda had a failed holidays lahs. i can have the ability of staring into a computer screen and really doing nothing. why? shrinking myself into depression le? sighs. i hate this feeling. much as i tell myself to complete my homework, nothing seems to work out. i just sat and stare at something wells. uncontrolled by me but it just happened. really. everytime i get halfway into my plan, damn. you just have to spoil it. why. really. stop it lahs. someone is playing tricks on me. really x=