Monday, January 16, 2006
分裂
mmm. can be already b r o k e n by now le lah. but wells. i really felt like screaming again. my world revolves around screams? sometimes i really really really really wonder w h y lah. then again i wonder if the why really mattered to me. just gives me more space to fill it in with more excuses.
i dont really know how shattered i am now. hopefully time can hill lahs. still have 3 more days till then. wellxx.
i really wonders la. wonders here and there and now and then and..
time will slowly come by lah.
its dying too each time.
if only i can return back to the start again.
and erase all that was gonna happen.
it just hurts thinking about it.
how each time i pretended to try.
pretended to act like nothing's there.
much as i try.
much as i think i did tried.
what happens till the endd.
this is so not me.
when was i ever like that.
guess i'll lose sleep tonight.
w e l l x .
sorry to everyone who cant read my blog.
saying hi to those who hack in. somehow wondered if u knew how to hack x=