Wednesday, February 22, 2006
today was so freaking malu. took me 20 mins to decide on whether i should go to school or not. but then, if i din go to school, i would have to see a doc to get MC. and if i go see a doc, it's my 5th day of fever and i might need to go take blood test for in case i tio dengue. yesterday was damn depressing. my bro told me neighbour got ppl spray the white smoke. means someone tio dengue.. i was so freaked out. i had dengue in dec 2003. and normally.. 2nd time dengue.. the survival rate is quite low? i was so freaked out. today was a malu day in school =(( sobs sobs. wellx.
why is it that sometime people are blessed with some happiness and while some other people can only stand at the side and look at those people enjoying their happiness and don appreciate. maybe not that they don appreciate. they just don't know how blessed they are. i miss the smiles. i miss the laughter. i miss the happiness. i just wanna see it all over and over and over again. it can repeat my whole life till im old. i'll still enjoy every moment of it to bits. im missing it. lots-
wellx. im gonna get a c6 for combine humans. so proud of my hard work =) on the positive side, i PASS. but i think that aint gonna be my reaction when i get my result slip in class. wellx. c6+c6. even if i get the other 4 all a1s, it's still a 16. sighs. sixteen. i wonder if i would faint if i see it x=
telling myself to look away and don't bother. maybe i just can't// =((
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
