Tuesday, March 28, 2006
decided to change my blogging style yea. now its gonna be short and sweet.
i'll try.
today my feelings are, pissed. disappointed. and regretful. daah.
i saw that sweet disepenser that day.
why didnt i buy. i knew i would like it.
why didnt it wait for me.
no fate x=
i hope it will be back in stock.
somehow this incident really makes me realised how indecisive i was.
daaah.
why cant i try to make decisions.
sometimes i wish i could just dont care about everyone anyone at all.
and do things the way i want it to be.
but i know people would be unhappy.
then you ask me why i bothered if they would be unhappy.
they are family members/friends/acquaintance/strangers.
i hate an unhappy world.
im someone who needs people around me to be happy.
or i would try to make people around me happy.
despite the fact if i aint.
contradicting?
let's take it that example someone totally HATES studying.
if that person does things his OWN way.
he would just quit school.
but by doing so he would disappoint his parents/teachers.
maybe you can say that it is HIS life.
and he should do everything anyway he wanted it to be.
then, you remember.
you live in the world.
the world dont and will never live for you.
so end of the day.
which is the best way out.
decisions?
-empty-
"The best way to predict your future is to create it."
Unknown
`h0neystars
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
