Friday, June 16, 2006
lol. i think im doing cranky stuffs agn? cheap thrills. daah. anyway yesterday i saw the dumbest thing. lol. outside famous amous the put "FREE SMELLS" wow. that helps lah. lol.
sometimes people do and say the darnest things xS
so weird.
anyway, i asked someone what that person wants out of life yesterday. the person replied, more real friends. and then i asked what you mean by real. the person said, someone who will stand by you, back u up, wake up in the middle of the night to accompany you. HmMs. and then i rethink about the word 'real'. hMms. i dont know. maybe i dont understand it the deep way and i somehow feel that the word is very superficial. hMms. enlighten me-
and the person asked me what i want out of my life.
i thought over it,
(*) peace, happiness, simplicity and to stretch myself and achieve my achievable aims x)
i shall focus on the word PEACE. it's not that simple as it looks. wellx, just ask yourself. concentrate on the word PEACE, and think what it really means. i bet your brain will run wild. really. it's a strong word and has a deep meaning to it.
and then, there was another conversation with an old pal i had. wellx, i dont know why chat logs came up and we read through it. and omgosh. i said how childish i was then. and that person asked me, why childish. It wasnt childish at the point of time when i did it. there were circumstances which led to such actions. and then, i tried so hard to remember why i did such dumb stuffs then, and i dont know whether to be sad or happy that i cant remember it. i really have selective memory loss, and this may be a good, or bad thing.
today, i just developed 35 photos yea. if you know me long enough, i'm really a photo-freak cause i believe that photos are the best way to keep the memories fresh and alive. and some people say, "what's the point of trying to remember these memories? it only makes u sadder when you realised that you cant re-live this moment twice" and then i thought about the question, i couldn't find and answer to it. enlighten me again. photos can speak a thousand words. for me lahs. i can appretiate photos and natural beauty. especially colours of natural phenomenum. like pink/purple sunset. red sky. and seeing colours in the night: aurora.
okay, catch the wave do sound nice after all. it didn't catch my attention for the previous few times i've listened to it but oh it does now. ha. its lyke wuniang. at first hear nt vv nice but longer den nice already. maybe i should give more songs chances.
anyway, i had a dream last night. it's nothing much actually. it's just a normal dream i guess. but so far, none of my dreams came true. and i rather they not, cause if not my nightmare would come true. but, i find that dream could be your heart telling you, what you really want. but if that's the case, why havent i dreamt of jay chou and edison chen yet? hMms.
l o l. i was doing a quiz and it asks,
On Saturday night, your man could be found:
and this is what i put.
Watching a game at a sports bar.
l o l. prolly the world cup mood into me le lahs. l o l. but one criteria which is very important. cannot support chelsea. LOL. i'm sorry. i dont like chelsea really to the core. unless they change manager or the oil owner gets bankrupt.
hmms. i just saw a quote which i wrote lastime in my older entries.
"I wish I was a silencer."
now, i cant remember why i wanted to be a silencer. xS
oh the test reveals that my type is an artiste. my hair seems to be stand already x=
my cinderella story is happily ever after. that sounds pretty usual of me.. hMms.
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day
`h0neystars
___nothatcomplicated*
Friday, June 16, 2006
